A lot has happened that I haven't recorded - but I want to record it as one entry with a beginning middle and end - and I don;t have the end yet. I hope to later if Tony has done the reading I asked for. In the meantime in a totally unrelated event (I think) I had one of my waking dreams. Why should I see a pair of eyes looking at me overlaid by japanese symbols?

There is something odd going on. I have been thinking a lot about my options to develop my side of of the business. I have even asked to be given a sign as to how I should take it forwards and whether I am meant to work up at the salon. Something made me pick a card form my Archangel Michael deck and go the card 'Options' The wording on the card is all about being thankful for and focussing on options available. So I decided to pull a tarot card and got 7 of cups - the daydream card which is all about options and choices. When two cards have the same message in that way there is clearly a message - but I don't understand it. So I decided to visit Thomas in the cottage. It was all green and ready for spring. Is that a sign everything will become clear in the spring?

its been a frustrating day today. I was up at the salon to promote my reiki up there. I did one 3 minutes demo on the juior. But interestingly the moment I started she said she could feel heat in her neck. It turns out she had a neck injury when she was a child. So reiki went where it was needed. the later I did a treatment on Anne one of my hospice patients. We alos had a remarkable conversation where she basically checked that I would be prepared to treat up right up to the end. To say I felt humbled is putting it mildly. I asked this morning for a sign that I am supposed to be working up at the salon - and if not then please could I have some hint about where I should be working or what I should be doing. I do feel I have had my role in reiki conformed today

Happy New Year

I feel guilty I haven't posted in this blog for a bit - but I have been doing some spiritual work. I did a meditation this morning. I picked the 7 of Pentacles and meditated on it. I went inside the figure on the card and felt that he was confident , comfortable in his own skin, and free to choose whatever he wanted. Work was hell today - and as I walked home I wondered if the card was a sign I may to hve to choose whether to stay working regularly as a pharmacist or not