The psychic circle

I made it to the psychic circle today - and so apparently did Thomas! At least the man Allegra described as being with me sounded like Thomas.

It was a good experience. I had a tarot reading - and GAVE a tarot reading. Allegra did my reading and I did a reading for Sue - which she said was quite accurate.

I even picked up some stuff while Allegra was doing a normal reading for Arron.

My reading from Allegra was interesting - the past and present bit was accurate. the future bit was fascinating. Something good could happen at Xmas and it will take me about 6 months to properly develop. But I feel I got confirmation that I AM on the right path

Slow and steady

I still feel dispirited when nothing amazing happens. My meditations are still a bit .............static I think is the word. But I did have a tsrange woman wander into my gorunding meditation yesterday. I wondered if t was Tony's Sarah. I have asked him to ask her.

This morning I did the 5 card excercise with the pendant and it worked. That cheers me up. I am beggining to beleive I can use the pendant reliably. I have to assume when I am confident with it I willl be told clearly what I am supposed to do with it.

I did some self healing this morning. My main problem is my IBS so I concentrated on that then thought I would try and do something with my head to try and lift my mood. So I put one hand on my head. then I realised I was seeing red and decided that was a sign I needed to concentrate on my base chakra. So I moved back to lower abdomen. I ended up with tingling on the back of my hands - and having to shake stuff away through the window.

So practise is helping me and slow and steady is always the best way. I am confident I will have more 'wow' moments

I rang Allegra last night - and Tony seems amenable to the ide of going along on Saturday.

The cosmos speaks

Believing In Yourself

Limitations can either define us or give us a challenge to outwit. When you look at your abilities, do you see boundaries and limits, or do you see possibilities and potential? Obsessing about weaknesses can blind us to the untapped abilities we already have. You have talent. Everyone does. The secret to success is to find that talent, develop it and push it as far as you can. Grandma Moses might have been a lousy bowler, Einstein probably couldn't sing a lick, Michelangelo could've been unable to speak well in public. So what? They knew what they were good at and rode that pony. Your talent might be right in front of you: where do you get the most compliments? What seems to come easily to you? What do people ask your advice for? Live there. Don't let the rest get in the way.


and I am listening! I WILL practise with my pendant and believe I have it for a reason

Pendulum practice

I tried 2 experiments today.

In the first one I had 5 random cards looked at the bottom one (and ONLY the bottom one) and named it (Ace of spades) as my card. I then laid the 5 cards out in a circle and asked the pendulum to give me a positive repsonse over my card. Basiclly I put it over every card and asked 'is this the ace of spades?'

I got a strong positive response on my third card but carried on and tested the other 2, then went BACK to the third card and asked again. I got another srong positive response.

Imagine my feelings when I turned it over and found I had found the Ace of Spades.

In my second experiment I picked one card and asked is this card black ? then is this card red?

I decided it was black so then narrowed it down to clubs by the same technique

Then I asked was it a court card and got a yes.

Then a randomly asked 'is this 9 diamonds' and got a no.

I a sked if it was the Ace of clubs and gt a yes.

So I turned it over and discovered it was the Ace of hearts. = but I still feel I was succesful to identify the value of the card even though I got the suit and colour wrong.

20 minutes is about as long as you can usefully practice so that was it - but I am impressed - and have my faith in the pendant back.

Tony had a very impressive meditation session last night - and when he told me about it I got both jealous and frsutrated because my meditation visions are NEVER clear - and half the time I think I am am imagining everything. but then I realised imagination can be prompted by your subconcious or the 'universal mind'

Anyway I went off and meditated (in a fit of pique if I am honest) In my imagination I saw Thomas handin me the book on Pendulum magic - as if saying 'you've got it now go and use it'

I tried to let my mind wander after that and strated seeing patterns on my eyelids. For a brief moment I saw a patter that looked amazingly like a mans face. It was almost as if having decided to be sensible and practice with the pendulum, I was being rewarded with a glimpse of Thomas's face.
Fanciful I know - but it COULD be true

Next Saturday Allegra's cricle will be sitting. i am going to ring her up and ask if I can go. I hope Tony will come as well if she doesn't mind 2 strangers turning up .

A book

I b ought a book called 'Pendulum Magic for begginers' I have skimmed through it and it talks about using the pendant in healing and homeopathy - and even gave me a new insight on chakras.

It also talks about practicing with the pendant so I have decided to do the 20 minutes a day it recommends.

I have resisted using it because I was disappointed when it didn't seem to work - and also because I didnt want to use it for trivial things. But practice isn't trivialising it and it means I will have confidence in it when I really need it.

MHL

8 nights of MHL and we are going to be glued to the tv every night!! Early on I got the name George. Although the team didn't come out with that name, apparently a lot of other viewers did because it was one of the names Julian mentioned in his end of show summary.

Interesting - and I am half counting it as a hit.

What is a stone?

OK the stone that Thomas gave me as a gift is still intriguing me. Latest idea to flash into my mind is that of a whetstone to sharpen the sword I visualise during my grounding meditation.

So it could represent a
-an egg (birth of new life)
- the stone I visualise in my grounding meditation keeping my feet on the ground
- a tool to smash down bariers
- a whetstone to sharpen my defenses against evil

Ideas on a post card to ..................