I tired to meditate this morning - with some success. I do think I have a new guide. I went to my cottage and there were 3 chairs by the fire not two. Also I was aware the back door was locked and I had to unlock it so my new guide could come in. I think my new guide is female - and her name might even be Marie - but having had that idea put into my head by the seance at the Witch as few weeks ago I don't trust that. But maybe thats part of my problem. When I started my meditation I set my intention as confidence. I found myself saying confidence as I drew CKR. Does that mean anything? I found myself thinking about do not worry a lot - but I also found myself thinking about ideas to promote Tony's work as well as mine. Was that me worrying = or was it images of what I should be doing? I do think unlocking the door is symbolic of the fact I have unlock the abilities in myself .....by meditation and practice I guess. Why did I link confidence to CKR? That is something to think about. I need to use the symbols more in my daily life. CKR feel very much MY symbol. Now that is something to meditate on