Psychic circle

When Tony meditated he sensed the presence of another spirit guide - but couldn't find out anything about him (or her?) so he asked Sarah if this new gide would reveal himself if he went to the psychic circle and got the answer yes. I am delighted! he is going to come to the circle with me.

After I heard that I decided to meditate and see if I could find out anything about his new guide. As he feels it is a male I wondered if was Elijah. When I got to the room I just sat and relaxed . In fact I prayed in the room. then I got a strange thought - and decided to write a question in the book. The question was . Who is Elijah? Next time I meditate I will see if there is an answer in the book

A bit of a dissappointment with my dowsing pendant today. I sorted out a lot of paper work and found the form for me to pay my registration fees. I then lost it again. I tried to use the pendant to find it - and failed completely. Oh well can't win them all I suppose.

Another tarot reading

I decided to use the tarot cards to see if Chalkies re-apperance is significant for us. I did a 3 card spread

Past was The Sun
Present was the Hierophant
Future was the King of Cups

2 major arcana cards in a 2 card spread.

I have asked for advice on the reading - but my instinct is the answer is an unequivocal 'yes'

2 3 card readings to do with our psychic deveoplment, and 5 major arcana cards. I am almost scared

Probably nothing but......

I went to Lindsey's funeral today. I was sitting close to a friend of mine - Anne - but her companion (who I didn't know) was sitting between us. Before the service started I was sitting with my hands over my face trying not to break down completely and heard someone whisper. 'Are you alright Sally' I looked expecting to be Anne leaning across her companion to talk to me. She wasn't even aware of what I was doing.

Now there was a low buzz of conversation in the church and it is possible I misheard what someone else was saying in the row behind me - but the words were very clear.

I knew the service was going to upset me and I meditated before I went out and asked for al three of my guides to be with me to support me. I imagined them all with their arms round me hugging me.

How stange is this?

I made contact via FB with Chalkie the other day - after a gap of more than 10 years. He came to see us tonight and we had a great chat. It turns out Chalkie is into Wicca. In a really bizarre turn of events it turns out he and his wife used to live at Rose and Dave's old house in Lockton Road.

How odd . I wonder if it means anything? I also wonder if Doug is also going to come back into our orbit again?

Healthy mind in healthy body

I accidently posted my weight loss entry in this blog this morning. Maybe it wasnt such an error. I have realised you need a very healthy mind to explore psychic/ paranormal stuff. I am sure you need a healthy mind to do reiki.

Maybe I made the error because I needed to realise that my workouts are important not just for my physical health but for my mental and spiritual health as well. I do sometimes feel I am trying to juggle too many things. Exercise work meditation psychic development. But they are all part of the same thing

They re all part of the 'whole person' that is Sally. And being whole is important to be able to complete what God wants me to do.

There is something here I need to explore and think about - lets et it right meditate about.

This insight coming so soon after seeing faces is a little frightening. Somehow things are starting to move faster.

Healthy mind in a healthy body

I guess everyone knows the above phrase. For some reason I found myself thinking about it this morning. I found myself wondering did Alans unhealthy mind cause him to neglect his body or did the fact that was was unable to get his body healthy make it impossible for him to deal with the problems in his mind. I decided both are interdependent - and that it is important to work on both. I am quite sure that keeping your body healthy is vital for keeping your mind healthy. So the 30 minutes I devote to my exercise routine is as improtant for my mental health as my physical health.

This mornign I recahed both my time a calorie goals -so I dont need to do anythign tonight. But I will still try to fit in 10 minutes free step. After all what do I have to lose? Weight thats what!

I have made a very healthy start this morning with food as well 2 kiwi fruit on my cereal. Some apple juice on the side and I aslo have a large mug of water. I drank a large mug of coffee during my workout.

Lunch at work went well. One sandwich and a piece of fruit. I didnt eat dinner as slowly as I should. And I did do some biscuit munching late on in the evening - but I was hungry.

I do feel things are improving with food. I do feel I am getting a better understanding of Paul's rules and what they really mean. I just hope I soon start to see a difference in how I look and feel.

Yesterday the wii fit told me my ideal weight was 8 st 7 lbs. All I can say is get real. I got told I looked unhealthy when I weighed a little over 9 stone. If I can get down to 10 st I will be ecstatic!

Meditation

I used Allegra's castle again this morning. Some how that really works for me. The room is still furnished in red and Jonas was still behind the desk. Lindsey was there - and I hugged her and said goodbye. I could open the book - and it was empty but this time I sensed I was ready to write in it - but didnt know what to write uet. Also this time I could see the countryside outside the window and it was rolling green hills.

I feel I have passed some sort milestone. I saw more faces overnight - so the frequency of this happening is increasing. I feel as I am ready now for something new - but at the moment I have no idea what it is . Maybe the fact that I now feel I can write in the book is a sign that I will actually start to be able to really use whatever this is.

Obviously news of Lindsey's death has triggered something in my psyche - thats why she was in the room - but then I know that the psychological vice is a valid tool for 'God' to use to point people in the right direction. God has to work with me as I am . That's why the psychological explanation of the symbols doesnt invalidate the mystical one.

I am still struggling with the gonome tho!

I am not getting my hopes up -all this may be rubbish and in the New Year I may still be stuck in my rut feeling I am getting nowhere. But it feels as if the faces are a sign of something.