Day 11

I was rushed this morning. As a result I did a very short preparation for my self healing. I really didn't see or feel much of anything during the session.

But my knightly card from yesterday (Knight of pentacles) may have been to warn me that I do need patience and things will happen in their own time. I think I am being shown how important god preparation is for reiki - and indeed many things in life!

My card this morning - which like yesterday picked itself during the shuffle by turning the wrong way- was Star - which is always a hopeful card.

I am half way through the self healing. One bad day isn't a problem

Day 10

Meditation and self healing went well this morning. As usual I saw colours when was channeling reiki. The predominate colour was purple but I got quite a lot of bright blue speckles. But it was the movement of the colour that was interesting. Normally I get a sort of eye effect. This time I got a marked 'lighthouse' effect with a wedge of colour rotating clockwise round a grey central point. It also rotated anti-clockwise for a short time. Then towards the end the whole of my field of vision was filled with purple that I could see was spinning. The thought that immediately came into my head was a spinning chakra.



My legs felt very tingly during the session but that did subside quite quickly.

My tarot pick for the day was a card that fell out just after I spoke my request for some guidance for today. It fell out so purposefully! Having looked at the card (this knight isn't rushing anywhere) and read the book I am wondering if today is going to be busy and I will need this knights qualities to cope.

Day 9

Lat night we went on a ghost hunt at Dudley castle. All I can say is 'wow' Tony had some amazing experiences. I also picked up on some accurate information so I feel it was successful for me as well.

My self healing this morning also went well. Last night was good for my psychic development - but bad for my back. So as well as CKR and SHK I used HSZSN at the start of the self healing. I couldn't draw it on my back but I did set the intention clearly.

I saw LOTS of purple some green some bright blue and a grey/yellow colour. It was probably the most colourful self healing reiki session I have had.At one point I put my hands on my back and that was when it got quite colourful.

I bought some more crystal last night so I kept the bag of crystals on my lap during the healing hoping to attune them.

Tony found a dowsing pendant last night. I thought I knew which one he should pick - and he picked it!!

I have realised I should use my pendant to get information about which crystals to use and about my chakras to help balancing them. I can't believe I didn't realise that before. As Homer would say doh!!

My tarot card today was the devil. An opportunity to be free of fear and release positive energy. Although last night was spectacular for Tony - it clearly was significant for me because I did get confirmation of a name I picked up . The psychic had picked up the SAME name on a previous visit. I think (know!) my fear of failure is holding me back. I need to release that and just let it happen

Day 8

The healing well went this morning. I was able to ground quite well. I used ommmm to open up my chakras as well.

I basically sat with my hands on my abdomen and decided reiki would go where it was needed. Towards the end I moved my hands so one was on my head and the other on my abdomen. That triggered some purple waves.

I became aware during the session of the love my guides feel for me. I think they were sending me approval for the end of my first week of self healing.

My tarot card today is Justice The major arcana are still following me it seems.

She has a neutral expression on her face - no emotion. She sits in front of a purple curtain - backing up her authority. The owl at her side represents wisdom I guess. The curtain is a flimsy barrier.

Reading the book it seems purple is the colour of wisdom. her red cloak is for passion and purpose and her green dress for healing and love and together they give balance.

The true aim of justice is to achieve fairness and equality - keep everything in balance. Always difficult to do but we must keep striving.

I have no idea if this card may relate to today at all - but it feels very much as if it is relevant for my life.

Why I am giving today's tarot pick such relevance I have no idea but it feels right to record all this today in the blog rather than my notebook.

really looking forward to the ghost hunt tonight.!!

Day 7

This morning has been everything yesterday morning was not. Productive and calm. It was made easier by the fact that I didn't attempt anything like a full work out - but I have had time to do other chores so getting the balance between my physical and spiritual needs clearly isn't impossible. I just have to focus on what is important

I was able to ground and meditate well today - although I kept thinking about an idea that popped into my head earlier about writing something for my professional journal about how medicine is as much art as science. However when I managed to push that to the back of my mind the self healing session went OK. I used the new purple/red crystal which I feel is for the base chakra. As I had a massage yesterday for my sciatica I guess it isn't too surprising that my base chakra needs some help.

I was quite content today to just sit with my hands on my abdomen and trust reiki to do what it needs. I didn't see or sense much - although at one point my hands got a bit tingly.

I finished feeling refreshed and ready for the day ahead.

Tony ad a huge 'wow' moment yesterday. He had been watching a psychic channel and he kept getting a name into his head along with a lot of third eye chakra activity. So he finally texted through the name without actually saying who he thought the message was for.

His impression was that it was for the non psychic presenter and that it was her uncle coming through. The psychic when given the name also said it was for the presenter and that it was a relative trying to contact her.

Tony was blown away by that - and I am so pleased for him to get some verification.

A treatment for someone else

I gave a treatment today to a rend of mine. It went well. I got some strange feelings tho. Normally I get very tingley hands. But this time my hands went cold. At one point S reported their knee felt hot - but m hand whihc was inches from the knee felt cold. It felt as if the air between my hand and the knee was very cold as well

At another point I was seeing blue - which is unusual for me although I saw blue a couple of times during the treatment. When I commented on this S (who has experienced reiki before and normally sees purple) said 'I'm glad you said that because I'm seeing blue'

I feel it went very well.

Day 6

This morning if it could wrong it did. As a result I was grumpy and a bit bit rushed when I did my self healing. Not much to my surprise I don't have anything much to report. Didn't see feel or experience much. Being honest I found it difficult to focus. My mind kept wandering.

But I DID it and I feel a bit calmer so I am sure it has helped.

But there is a big lesson in this for me - and I have learned it. I didn't stick to me plan to give meditation and reiki priority in the mornings. I MUST do that for the rest of the 21 days AT LEAST.