I have had odd dreams the past few nights. Most fade quickly but one has stuck with me so I feel it is significant. I was pulling some black plastic taps out of my mouth. It was long and was obviously a long way down in my insides. Sometimes it was all tangles up an knotted. I woke before I pulled it all out.

My meditation this morning was interesting. I ended up at the castle. Eli was waiting for me outside the room. I went in and looked rouns the room and it was full of books. I went o look through a large window on the right hand wall. It looked over a hilly landscape.

I was amazed by how many books in the room. Peter was behind the desk (in its usual place in fron of the window on the left hand wall. I sat down and I saw a quill pen.

I have been reading the book I got on scrying. It is a strange mix of the philosophical and psychological. He accepts that the messages received may be from our subconcious - but talks quite happily about magic rituals. he does give soem helpful exercises to help you get the right focus in your mind when you are scrying. The first one is to visualise a simple object in your third eye. I have already been doing this by using the image of my moonstone as pasrt of my preparation to clear my mind. I cna fele my third eye tingle the moment I close my eyes and see that image so I knwo I am on the right track. he also talks about an astral space mirroring the physical space. So this morning I 'saw' my chair and alter in another space rather like Karl's white room exercise. And I just mentally asked for help over the way I found myself thinking about phoning in sick. I got the helpful thoguth that my self image is limiting me. Not that is definitely something to think about

I had a waking vision over night again. +VERY different to my normal ones. I could see orangy/goldy blocks in a hexogal pattern - with letters on the blocks. Not words though. It didn't last very long. Again is the coincidence it has happened after working with energy? I did a lot of healing yesterday

GREAT day at the hospice. I treated 4 patients - and one of them may just come back to me as a private patient.

I concentrated on feeling the energy and also visualised some colours when I drew the symbols. For some reason I got a string feeling of gold with DKM on 2 patients today. Something to think about

I had weird dreams last night. In one I drove (or walked) into something that then wasnt there - and woke myelf up. In another I was suddenly bleeding very heavily for no reason - and woke myself up. It was VERY disturbing. I am left pondering if they have any message for me psychological or psychic. Probably not - but I don't normally have experiences like that.

But I did do some distance healing last for someone who posted an appeal on on of the FB groups. I told her what time I would be sending - but set the intention that it should arrive when it was convenient for her. I used a uccly toy as the focus and the energy felt odd somehow. I know I need to understand the feel the energy more to become a better healer, so I wonder if that is why I was moved to respond to Lotte's appeal in tat way. I have never done so before. And I wonder if the energy was in some way responsible for the weird dreams. I have in the past linked my waking bisions to working with energy.

Very strange

Tony looked at my crystrals last night - and the red crystal Sam chose is coming to pieces. I wonder why I bought it and do I need another piece of it?

Crystal readings

I went to see Sam and Graeme yesterday. I did a crystal reading for and was amazed at how accurate she found it. Obviously I know Sam so some bias may have come in - but I read things I didn't know about her.

I do feel I am meant to use the crystals. The reading went so well and so easily.

Crystals

I went to a workshop at Harborne healing centre last night. It was all about crystals. And basically I have learned a new way to give readings using crystals. I can't wait to try it out. I also feel I have found out why I have been so drawn to crystals. It also gives me an excuse to buy some more.

That is the second workshop I have been to at the Healing centre. And the second one Tony has not gone to. Third time lucky I hope. The medium at their meeting next Wednesday is someone I know through FB. I want to go and I am hoping Tony will go with me.

I have discovered a new way of giving readings using crystals - and I know feel the urge to go and buy some more. Any excuse!! I do now feel I know why I have been drawn to buy crystals. I may even use some in healing with or without reiki. The guide who helped me last night with my crystal work was Jonas who I have always felt was a reiki guide. Maybe he is my crystal guide.

I am making blogging a daily exercise again. I have fallen out of the habit and need to get back in the habit if I am to make progress.