Messages in the cards

Check my other blog for recent events to explain the background but I decided to do a reading to see what advice I could give to a new ghost hunter who ended up channelling. I pulled 3 cards. Quiet time, Raising your standards and problem resolved. I felt they were wrong for Oliver and was about to dismiss them - when I realised they could well apply to me. How bizarre is that..........

Crosses

The other day I had a dream in which I was very concerned about some burning crosses. I decided it would be a good thing to ask H about. he immediately responded by saying it was because I was moving to a higher vibration . he also said it linked into my interest in the Tree of Life. Yesterday I unearthed one of my kaballah books again - hoping this time it will make some sense. Surprisingly it did. And this morning I had a brief waking dream. I saw a clear pattern and realised it was all crosses. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I think the Kaballah book is going back into work for some lunch time reading

I ran a development circle last night for Marie and Tony. Marie wants to develop spiritually and psychically and the circle seemed like a good approach. It gives Tony and me a circle to work with too. It was interesting. I used Laura Daligans guided meditation. I am fixed on the idea I want to teach in someway. This may be a good test of my abilities in that direction. I just hope it will help my development as well

Crosses

I dreamed about crosses this morning. I think they were burning and I know I was worried about that- but the dream is very unclear. I tried to think about what it meant on the walk to work - but didn;t get any real inspiration apart from remembering H is a roscrucian........ But I don't think I can just ask him about his beleifs. I don;t know him that well. I did some self healing combined with recitation of my principles. I then did try to meditate. I was back in the corridor and this time I saw there was a door behind the mirror. I opened it and it was dark. But my inner light provided some illumination. I was in a forest I think. I am sure Thomas and Jenny were there - and maybe MAYBE Marie (if that is her name (and she exists) as well. I just got the idea I need to practice ..... and practice....... and practice.........

Meditation in a hurry

I overslept - but I still made time to meditate before going to work today. Blogging has had to wait until evening.I basically just recited my principles and did some self healing. but interestingly I saw DKM as red . And I thought - fire and creativity . I can't remember anything significant from the meditation. I tied to visualise a crystal to help open my third eye. .

The light within

I had a fascinating and humbling mediation this morning. I started with the reiki principles then did some self healing. Then I mediated. I held a moonstone and I set my intention as confidence to move forward. I saw myself in a long corridor with a light shining at the end. The corridor was marble and long. As I walked along there were doors. I found a red door marked 'anger' I opened the door and inside it was dark and chaotic - and reminded me of a disco - the sort of place I would have gone when I was young.. I started wondering if I am angry at myself for wasting so much of life. But then I got the reminder that my pharmacy training underpins my reiki and hypnotherapy. I then saw a purple door marked guilt - and I couldn't look inside. I walked on and noticed the floor was marble shot through with black - a reminder that humans are not perfect. Then I saw at the end of the corridor was a mirror - and the light I could see was the light comign FROM me being reflected back at me. It was one of those moments like getting a rock from Thomas that I KNOW came from outside I was reminded about the meditation I did during my reiki 3 training when Eli said I will be a diamond. I also got the thought that I am not ready to meet my new guide yet - although I have the feeling she is french and is called Marie. And I am wondering if this a pointer the fact the real Marie I know has things to teach me. She certainly got me into angels. I also got the clear message that I need to practice opening my third eye chakra. I tried opening it and saw a mountain against a blue sky. The mountain I have to climb - one step at a time.

I tired to meditate this morning - with some success. I do think I have a new guide. I went to my cottage and there were 3 chairs by the fire not two. Also I was aware the back door was locked and I had to unlock it so my new guide could come in. I think my new guide is female - and her name might even be Marie - but having had that idea put into my head by the seance at the Witch as few weeks ago I don't trust that. But maybe thats part of my problem. When I started my meditation I set my intention as confidence. I found myself saying confidence as I drew CKR. Does that mean anything? I found myself thinking about do not worry a lot - but I also found myself thinking about ideas to promote Tony's work as well as mine. Was that me worrying = or was it images of what I should be doing? I do think unlocking the door is symbolic of the fact I have unlock the abilities in myself .....by meditation and practice I guess. Why did I link confidence to CKR? That is something to think about. I need to use the symbols more in my daily life. CKR feel very much MY symbol. Now that is something to meditate on