Pendle Hill ghost hunt

Los of interesting phenomena. Tony finally got to do glass divination and dowsing and all the things I have done on previosu ghost hunts . He also showed definite signs of being sensitive or even a medium!

Asking questions

Thats all you can do with a dowsing pendant really. It can say yes no or maybe. Reducing every problem to a yes no question is challenging - but it does focus your thoughts.

Edna is of course my main worry. The hospital say she seems to be coping fine with the nebuliser - but I am still extremely anxious and I know this upsets Edna. If it is going to work her confidence has got to be a maximum. I need to know how I can best help her

I made my first serious effort to meditate and tune in last night to try to get some answers/help/advice/inspiration. It wasn't a stunning success. because it was so difficult to frame questions when I was using the pendant. The strongest positive respsonse I got was when I asked if I needed to meditate again about the problem. Thats all very well but I am not very good at meditating yet.

Watch this space.

Dowsing to answer questions

I had to cope with an unpleasant situation today - and I wasn't sure what to do. As I didnt need to make an immediate decision I decided to use the dowsing pendant to help me. So I meditated ,grounded myself, asked spirit to help me and then in my mind composed a letter to send to the person who had upset me.

I then held the pendant and asked if the letter was the right approach - and got a yes. I asked if I had done anything wrong (the other person implied I had) and got a no.

I then asked if Tony would have any paranormal experiences on the ghost hunt - and got neutral. That control question seemed to prove that I wasn't influencing the pendant consciously.

I now have a situation with Edna that has upset me . And I am not sure what to do. I may well meditate about that and try to frmulate some yes /no questions and see if the pendant can help with that.

One of the side effects of a drug Edna has just been put on is a very dry mouth, When I was with her I was aware of having a very dry outh too,. I wondered if I was psychically pickingup on her feelings? It didnt go when I left the hopsital - but did improve. I think that gets filed under 'interesting' - but I am a long way fronm saying it was paranormal

Reiki Training

Sue rnag me yesterday to arrange dates for my training - but my phone was off so she left a voicemail message. I emailed her to let her know I would ring her today - and if I got no answer would try again Monday.

I was just sitting down to tea and toast and planning to ring Sue, when Tony woke up ad asked if he could have a cup of tea. So I made him one, and before I went upstairs to chat to him, I picked up my phone with the thought. 'I'd better take this in case somebody rings. I got upsatirs and the phoe rang.

It was Sue.

Psychic Detectives

I joined this social netwroking gorup some days ago at the invitation of Carolyn. The main reason for the site is as the name implies for psychics to try to solve cases like Madeline McCann's disappearance. But it also has other groups on it for those like me who want to develop their abilities.

A specific forum for development ahs opened and one of the psotings acualy suggests keeping a journal like this. it aso suggests thinking very hard about why you want to develop a psychic ability , and what you would do with it.

Well I dont want to become a medium thats for sure. I dont see hear or sense spirit thank you very much. I dont ever expect to - but I have decided I need to keep an open mind. I will develop the abilities I need to do whatever it is the universe wants me to do. I am convinced I am being called along this path - I just can't see the end yet.

Maybe blogging and asking a few questions will help me see a litlle further.

This all started with CYLI7D. That was when I regained my spiritual side. One of the things I realsied I really enjoyed doing ("What would yu pay to do?') is helping people and counselling them. I do derive great satisfaction from that And I really would have loved to be a prrscriber and 'cure' people. So what skills do I need to do that.

Listening and understanding, wisdom and healing.

Empathy? telepathy? a certain amount of prediction? Divination?

I told Jeanagh I was thinking of taking reiki training and her immediate repsonse was very positive that I NEEDED it to enhance what I am already doing. She felt it fitted perfectly .

I would feel so humbled if I became a healer of any sort. But what would I do with the skill? Would I set myself up as reiki healer? I'd like to do something that combined both my conventional and unconventianl knowledge and skills. There must be a way to combine them.

I must arrange some training with Sue. I have got to see if I can do it.

In the meantime all I can do is use a dowsing crystal - which o the face of it seems useless. But it is an indication that I can tap into the universal power- therefore if I practoce tapping in, I will probably learn to do other things with it.


Maybe I can use the cystal to help me answer some of these questions?

Faith

I think the one lesson I have learned in the 3 years since this journey started is to have faith that things happen the way they are meant to. And if something feels right it probably is. So as well as needing to have faith in God, I need to have faith in my instincts.

I worried a little aboutt taking retirement - but it has worked out OK.

I asked Sue about Reiki training yesterday. She has answered and I have decided to have some training although I am unsure if I would ever be in a positon to use the training, and if I am honest I am unsure if I really beleive in reiki. Like a lot of complementary therapies there is no clear evidence it works.

Today this is waht comes into my inbox from Sparkpeople

Trying new things can give you a real zest for life. Pushing beyond your comfort zone in a responsible way helps you grow confidence and creativity that you can apply to your everyday life. Do not let fear control what you do (or don't) do? While taking risks can be scary, doing nothing is a big mistake, as it produces nothing fruitful within you. There is a direct relationship between the things that we achieve and the effort we put forth to obtain them. To reach the fruit, you have to climb the tree first!

QED

Grounding

I sta in the car before I went into work and did the grounding meditation. Then at lunchtime I read the notes Beth gave me and realised she suggested doing it every day. So my insticnts were right. And I feel it help

I also feel I need to gorund myself before every visit to Edna. Ia m sure that can't be harmful.

I found my Amethyst pendant this morning so I am wearing it

Do I really beleive I need to wash it and my earrings in cold water to recharge them? Tat was what Sue suggested. I'm positive I don't - but I probably will do it 'just in case'

I'm still looking for ways to use my dowsing crystal