A very positive self healing session tonight. Last night I used reiki on the mouth ulcers that broke out due to the stress of Edna's state. This morning I realised they had NOT developed in the way they normally would and were less painful. So I used reiki on them again tonight (literally placed my hands on my cheeks) and I am hoping to feel an improvement tomorrow.
I felt lots today. Tingling in my hands and feet and some muscle twitchng in my legs. I almost felt I could feel reiki flowing from my hands - but if I did it was pretty nebulous and I would take some convincing it wasn't just my imagination/ wishful thinking.
But I feel the self healing went well. Neither my back nor my IBS have been troublesome for more than a week now - and they were the problems I concentrated on in my first few sessions.
I will be treating my first real patient next Wednesday . I need to plan how to approach treatments in a consistent way . I am looking forward to it - but I am also nervous
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
A guardian angel?
Today has amzingly worked out very well for me - and it feels as if something or someone was guidine various decisions I made over the last few days.
Today began with a lot of worry becasue of Edna's state yesterday evening. I didnt know what to do about work and felt I was reallys truggling to juggle all my responsibilites.
I decide I would work this morning - but offerred to work over the lunch hourt and leave at 2 if it would help. It tunred out to be JUST waht was needed so work were happy and I ended up witha free afternoon - but onyl losing 90 minutes pay instead of the 2 and half hours I would normally lose with a half day.
Because I went to see Edna this afternoon I managed to be with her when she was transferred to the rehab hospital.
And I have been contacted a firm who can hep with the finance as a pharmacy locum - and it turns out if I earn moneu from no pharmacy sources e.g. as a reiki therapist it removes ANY query about my status as a limited company and my IR35 status
Did I have some sixth sense about what would happen to make so many good calls in one day?
Today began with a lot of worry becasue of Edna's state yesterday evening. I didnt know what to do about work and felt I was reallys truggling to juggle all my responsibilites.
I decide I would work this morning - but offerred to work over the lunch hourt and leave at 2 if it would help. It tunred out to be JUST waht was needed so work were happy and I ended up witha free afternoon - but onyl losing 90 minutes pay instead of the 2 and half hours I would normally lose with a half day.
Because I went to see Edna this afternoon I managed to be with her when she was transferred to the rehab hospital.
And I have been contacted a firm who can hep with the finance as a pharmacy locum - and it turns out if I earn moneu from no pharmacy sources e.g. as a reiki therapist it removes ANY query about my status as a limited company and my IR35 status
Did I have some sixth sense about what would happen to make so many good calls in one day?
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
A difficult self healing session
The visit to Edna today was very stressful and I was much later home than I planned. So by the time I came to bed I was very tired, feeling the effects of a medicinal glass of wine to calm myself down and in some discomfort from the two mouth ulcers that developed as I drove home. anyne who says stress does not have physical effects is a total idiot.
So I freally needed the self healing - but getting in the right frame of mind was not easy. I did my best. I decided my best bet was to make my intention clear and trust to spirit and reiki to do what was needed.
15 minutes later I feel some satisfaction that I gave it a good shot, and pleased I didnt let the discipline slip.
I felt /saw/heard/sensed nothigng whatsoever - but am not concerned. I am trying honestly - and that is all I can do
So I freally needed the self healing - but getting in the right frame of mind was not easy. I did my best. I decided my best bet was to make my intention clear and trust to spirit and reiki to do what was needed.
15 minutes later I feel some satisfaction that I gave it a good shot, and pleased I didnt let the discipline slip.
I felt /saw/heard/sensed nothigng whatsoever - but am not concerned. I am trying honestly - and that is all I can do
Monday, 14 September 2009
Lights and letters
This didn't happen during a meditation but I think it worth recording. I was in bed trying to get to sleep. I suddenly saw the little mosaic lights I have mentioned before. This time they clearly formed the letter S then vanished. A very short time later I saw them again and they seemed to be trying to form definite letter shapes again - maybe an O - but it was not as clear.
Day 16 of self healing
16 days down - and 5 days to go to complete the 21 days. I was quite tired tonight when I did my meditation - but it still went fairly smoothly.
I have been concentrating on my throat area to try and deal with my annoying cough - I think it IS better - but admit I am influenced y Sue's comments on Saturday. But I am much less aware of the problem than I used to be - so I do beleive there os a genuine improvement.
I tried arcing reiki between my hands tonight. I had one hand near my throat and the other at the base of my abdomen. I tried to feel the reiki flow between my hands but couldn't. I did have strange sensations IN my hands tho - and again at one point got muscle twitch.
Apart from that nothing spectacular to note tonight.
I have been concentrating on my throat area to try and deal with my annoying cough - I think it IS better - but admit I am influenced y Sue's comments on Saturday. But I am much less aware of the problem than I used to be - so I do beleive there os a genuine improvement.
I tried arcing reiki between my hands tonight. I had one hand near my throat and the other at the base of my abdomen. I tried to feel the reiki flow between my hands but couldn't. I did have strange sensations IN my hands tho - and again at one point got muscle twitch.
Apart from that nothing spectacular to note tonight.
Sunday, 13 September 2009
The next steps on my journey
It was back to normal today after yesterday. This morning I meditated, grounded, protected . Tonight I meditated grounded, protected opened up, and did my self healing. I alos recited the 5 pricniples of reiki in my mind during both meditations sessions.
After yesterday and all the messages I got, I don't feel despondent that nothign spectacular happened. I did self healing and as I made my intent clear to spirit, I am sure I channeled reiki even though I couldn't feel anything - apart from the regualr tingling in my hands.
One odd thing was that initally I onlt felt the tingling in my left hand when I started the meditation.
I am tired - and have had a couple of glasses of wine. I suspect that could reduce my ability to sense anything.
After yesterday and all the messages I got, I don't feel despondent that nothign spectacular happened. I did self healing and as I made my intent clear to spirit, I am sure I channeled reiki even though I couldn't feel anything - apart from the regualr tingling in my hands.
One odd thing was that initally I onlt felt the tingling in my left hand when I started the meditation.
I am tired - and have had a couple of glasses of wine. I suspect that could reduce my ability to sense anything.
Reflection
Its Sunday and I am having a lazy morning inclduig breakfast in bed. I have been thinking about things practical mundane and psychic. Reflection is a good thing to do from time to time - and certainly yesterday gave me a lot to think about. I dread to think what Sue will make of the entry I made on returning home yesterday. I am tempted to delete it - but if this journal is going to be honest I must leave in the entries I later have doubts about. Just as I must rceord the things that go wrong.
I am now ina much calmer more rfelctive frame of mind - and also a more practical frame of mind and hopefully I can put down in a more coherent way what I learned yesterday and decide how I am going to put those lessons to good use.
I learned that I am expecting too much too soon, that being 'psychic' whatever that means doesn't mean you always get things right.( I accept that I was probably influencing the pendant with my experiment the other day. )
I have also realised practice is the key. I need to practise meditation and self healing, and healing others. I need to learn to open myself up propeprly so I can access whatever information is out there. I need a routine for openig up and a symbol I am happy with. This will happen with practice.
This such basic McKenna stuff I can't believe I didn't truly understand it until now. And talking about McKenna I ought to record here that when I was doing self healing the McKenna way I always did out my hands on the bit of me I was having a problem with.
I hope I get the chance to practise healing on someone else soon - but I am not going to worry about it. When I am ready I will get the chance to use my new skills. In the meantime I need to re-read the manual.
I just spotted this from sparkpeople
Setting a plan in motion
Short of winning the lottery, the idea of coming into wealth or power overnight is nearly impossible. Not that it is impossible to be successful, but it involves a lot of hard work, time, overcoming of obstacles, and dedication to achieve. You can't expect success to just fall into your lap. Often, you have to pour time and tears into reaching it. Set your goals, formulate a plan for getting from point A to point B (and C, D, E and F), and go for it! Let your perseverance and drive be the foundation for achievement.
The cosmos is certainly trying to make sure I have got this particular message isn't it.!! But when you get the same message from so many different sources - it is confirmation you are doing the right thing otherwise why bother to make sure the got the information you needed.
And I have my first volunteer patient. :-)
I am now ina much calmer more rfelctive frame of mind - and also a more practical frame of mind and hopefully I can put down in a more coherent way what I learned yesterday and decide how I am going to put those lessons to good use.
I learned that I am expecting too much too soon, that being 'psychic' whatever that means doesn't mean you always get things right.( I accept that I was probably influencing the pendant with my experiment the other day. )
I have also realised practice is the key. I need to practise meditation and self healing, and healing others. I need to learn to open myself up propeprly so I can access whatever information is out there. I need a routine for openig up and a symbol I am happy with. This will happen with practice.
This such basic McKenna stuff I can't believe I didn't truly understand it until now. And talking about McKenna I ought to record here that when I was doing self healing the McKenna way I always did out my hands on the bit of me I was having a problem with.
I hope I get the chance to practise healing on someone else soon - but I am not going to worry about it. When I am ready I will get the chance to use my new skills. In the meantime I need to re-read the manual.
I just spotted this from sparkpeople
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Setting a plan in motion
Short of winning the lottery, the idea of coming into wealth or power overnight is nearly impossible. Not that it is impossible to be successful, but it involves a lot of hard work, time, overcoming of obstacles, and dedication to achieve. You can't expect success to just fall into your lap. Often, you have to pour time and tears into reaching it. Set your goals, formulate a plan for getting from point A to point B (and C, D, E and F), and go for it! Let your perseverance and drive be the foundation for achievement.
The cosmos is certainly trying to make sure I have got this particular message isn't it.!! But when you get the same message from so many different sources - it is confirmation you are doing the right thing otherwise why bother to make sure the got the information you needed.
And I have my first volunteer patient. :-)
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