Well so far so good. 3 days in a row I have done some spiritual work and blogged. And I have signed up for regular early morning meditations via the internet with a meet-up group called Law of Attraction. We will see what happens with that. My crystal pick this morning has me puzzled. I don't recognise it as one of my crystals even. And identification has been a real hassle. I have finally settled on pyrolusite. Where has this crystal come from? However it has the ability to transform and restructure energies. I can see why I need it.It promotes confidence optimism and determination all of which I need - and have been rather lacking so far this year. So lets see if today I can really make some steps forward. Today I WILL sort out the paperwork so I can paid for my work at the prison! I may have misidentified it but so I suspect this is also a reminder I need to study crystals more. My card today is from Earth magic . Spring Equinox - rebirth. Well again that feels appropriate. I am taking it as a psoitive sign that the company will be 'reborn' But it could also be about ME being reborn with greater confidence in my abilities. It isn't all about the company. It needs to be about ME as well. Something to think about Mind you in this awful weather (its snowing for the firts time this year) the spring feels ages away. This card is also a remidner that spring does follow winter and that good times can follow after bad. But I haven't really had bad times - I just haven't been focussed enough. This card is telling me I am doing the right things to get my focus back.

My blog IS my meditation this morning really. I did a LONG stint on the phones yesterday. I took 9 calls and had 3 chats to the studio. So thats 9 longish readings and about 6 short ones live on air. I earned 30.00 or thereabouts. But I feel drained today. So here I am at my laptop I have made a crystal pick and a card pick from Goddess Guidance. I will start with the card as it is very apt Sige - Quiet time. 'Take some time alon to rest meditate and contemplate' Sige is considered to be the great void from which all creation sprang. One of her messages is that we reconnect to the universe in silence. She is also a Gnostic goddess - and I didn't know there were any. Gnosticism intrigues me.......along with Kaballah and Wicca of course. There may be another message here for me later for now the main message is clear. Do NOT log on. Have a chill out day. The crystal I picked is violet crackle quartz. So I still need the healing ;my ear is still hurting. But the violet is for the third eye chakra - whihc clearly needs energising and balancing after yesterdays efforts. So I have valdation of my decisions- made BEFORE I made my picks I might add. There could be another meaning to Sige as well. The weather forecast is dire and if we go to Wolverhampton we may well end up driving back in snow. It wouldn't take a lot of encoragment to make me say I don't want to take the risk. Is the card suggesting I initiate the conversation? At the very least I feel I shouldn't hesitate to take the option to avoid the journey. So what do I make of the fact that my picks fit so closley with how I feel? Is it psychic? Or just psychology? Does it matter? Not really. Why do I doubt what I do? I beleive in what Tony does - but he only does what he does because I encouraged him to develop. Tony beleives in what I do, other people beleive in what I do. Is doubting a sign of lack of faith? I don't think so. I beleive it keeps me humble. But I MUST avoid false modesty. Why on earth have I started on this theme? Clearly someone wants me to remember this and think about it. Guess automatic writing DOES work!

So here I am again 2 days in a row. If I practice hard enough it may well become habit. I hope so. So this morning I have prayed, meditated on the reiki principles and picked a GODDESS card for myself. I picked Freyja and the advice on the card is to take risks and be more daring. From the book the phrase that stands out in the book is 'Success comes not from timidity but from committing yourself fully to realising your dream. Hold the clear intention of success and it shall come about' Could there be a clearer kick up the backside to me not to waver in my work to get BOTH parts of Krystal Wolf off the ground? How can I utilise the reiki principles to help me do that? Random thought but significant I think My random crystal pick today is quartz - plain clear quartz - probably my least favourite of all the crystals But looking at the first sentence in the crystal bible ' Quartz is the most powerful healing and energy amplifier. I think I am being guided to experiment with quartz today as the first step in getting to know crystals better. I had decided this morning I would do a daily pick not only to get a crystal I need but to read up and learn about it. Quartz is the first crystal every other healer uses. OK I have got the message. I think this combines with the message of Freyja too. I will wear quartz today and focus on my ear pain (I have had stabbing pains in my left ear for a week - doctor cannot see anything wrong in my ear) Watch this space..........

Hello blog. LONG time no see. So what has rompted me to come back? Well it was the exercis we did at circle last night. Tony led us through automatic writing and got the message that this is the best way for me to do automatic writing - so here I am. Ii also another way of meditating for me I am trying to get back into the routine I sued to have of meditation, reiki principles and regular blogging. I need to get back blogging for the business as well but lets take it one step at a time! Circle left me with quite a few tasks to do but during curcle I found myself being queried about why I dont use crystals mre than I do. And I relaised I do need to make more sue of them. So this morning I did a random pick from my crystal and got drawn to sodalite. So i will carry that as well as my Moonstone with me today. I prayed, did my reiki principles, asked for helaing for a growing list of people who are unwell, then did some self healign and combined that with some meditation - or tried to. I saw Jonas (who re-appeared last night during the automatic writing session) and realised however visual I am my logical side means claircognisance is still the best way for me to receive messages - and that this sort of writing is a good way to get them. I feel I have taken a small but significant step today simply by making this entry.

Interesting...................

I logged on to a stint on the phones yesterday. My last call got quite interesting. She had mentioned a circle where she sat - and I felt the members of the circle could be a source of help and support for her. I had the name Michael in my head - and I asked if there was someone called Michael at the circle. 'No but I have a brother in spirit called Michael' I was blown away - but sadly the call cut off at that point. Its interesting because this has happened just as I have got back into meditation on a more regular basis

past life meditauon

I did David Wells meditation to visit the Akhasic records this morning. It was interesting. I saw a fox in the forest. The door I eneterd by was blue crystal. And I got the idea that I had been a village 'wiseman' in neolithic times. I saw a pece of worked flint. Would they have had 'wisemen' in those days? I have NO idea. So I am not convinced this had much of a message for me. But the fox in the forest was spontaneous - and quite s surprise - as was the blue crystal door. Its a kind og hmmmm moment. I have to hope it may make sense later.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions

I was full of good intentions. I always am . I haven't kept up with my work with David Wells book. I haven't been that regular with meditating. But as ever full of good intentions I am determined to rectify that.This entry is to make it public that I intend to rectify it. But also its to write down the events of the last few days - last night especially. We have a new member of our circle. Out of the blue I got contacted by someone who wanted to know if I knew of a reiki share group in the area - or would be interested in starting one. We met and she was interested in our circle so Denise came along last night. I also have my first reiki student booked for teaching. She is coming next Friday 17th. Now the lst chapter of David's book I read was about Yesod and the moon. One of the tasks was to look at a moon calendar. Would you believe Friday 17th August is the first day of the new moon? That does feel significant somehow. OK onto circle last night. Basically Sallie seemed to be talking to Edna. And we discussed why Edna would talk her HER rather than to me or Tony. Then last night I had a bizarre dream. Edna had died but no-one told us. Alma was saying that she wanted it that way. I was also aware they were working to the wrong will. They had the old will the one written before Alan died. I went into her room and I tidied her bed up. Then I fond myself on the phone and I could hear Edna saying \Who made my bed' and all I could think was ' She is communicating with me' Was it just triggered by yesterdays events - or was there REALLY sone spirit communication going on? I have no idea.