More reiki

I did a short reiki session on RF yesterday focussing on his back whihc is playing up. I didnt see anything (and RF didn't sense anything - but he didn't first time round) but my hands got very tingly

I did the session upstairs and when I came down Tony asked me what had gone on and if I had sensed anything. I said no - then he said his third eye began tingling while the session was going on - and a name came into his mind. he asked RF if the the name meant anything to him. he said no initally - but then said he had a friend with that name.

Watch this space to see if anything comes of this

RF came round to watch a wrestling ppv.he fell asleep during it. He said he was tired and I am wondering if he was reacting to the reiki

Meditation

I have been having problems with meditation recently. they dont seem to have been productive. And as my other log shows I am in a very dark mood at the moment. I decided this morning to try and meditate about the current situation. Alan and Graham both appeared. I apologised to both of them for my past mistakes. I told Alan I was sorry if I had failed to motivate him to change his life - but that in the end HE was the one who had to decide to change his life - and that I wasn't responsible for his actions.

Graham appearing was a surprise. I apologised if I hurt him and explained that I was too young when we married. I didnt love him - but never imagined NOT being married at that stage of my life. I was living in a faiy tale and didnt have the maturity to make the relationship work.

All tis took place in my glade. then I went to the room in the castle and I couldn't open the door to get in. i didnt feel worthy - bt Jenny opened it and let me in and then hugged me. Elijah was there - and I have realsied he represents my spirit of adventure

I need to be adventurous if I am going to work as a reiki therapist. I think thats why he has appeared now.

Rob has back problems - and has accepted my offer of another reiki treatment.I have to trust that spirit will bring me patients when I am ready for them.

I am in a weird place at the moment. I think it is a combination of things but mainly it is part of the grieving process for Edna. I think i need to sue my meditations to help me work through the issues.

I have also realised I haven't been thinking about the princiapls of reiki. I had almsot forgotten them - and that is not good. I dont think it is coincidence that soon after I was reminded about them by reading the manual that I got an unexpected chance to use reiki.

Reiki is not something you do, it is something you LIVE.

Psychic circle

When Tony meditated he sensed the presence of another spirit guide - but couldn't find out anything about him (or her?) so he asked Sarah if this new gide would reveal himself if he went to the psychic circle and got the answer yes. I am delighted! he is going to come to the circle with me.

After I heard that I decided to meditate and see if I could find out anything about his new guide. As he feels it is a male I wondered if was Elijah. When I got to the room I just sat and relaxed . In fact I prayed in the room. then I got a strange thought - and decided to write a question in the book. The question was . Who is Elijah? Next time I meditate I will see if there is an answer in the book

A bit of a dissappointment with my dowsing pendant today. I sorted out a lot of paper work and found the form for me to pay my registration fees. I then lost it again. I tried to use the pendant to find it - and failed completely. Oh well can't win them all I suppose.

Another tarot reading

I decided to use the tarot cards to see if Chalkies re-apperance is significant for us. I did a 3 card spread

Past was The Sun
Present was the Hierophant
Future was the King of Cups

2 major arcana cards in a 2 card spread.

I have asked for advice on the reading - but my instinct is the answer is an unequivocal 'yes'

2 3 card readings to do with our psychic deveoplment, and 5 major arcana cards. I am almost scared

Probably nothing but......

I went to Lindsey's funeral today. I was sitting close to a friend of mine - Anne - but her companion (who I didn't know) was sitting between us. Before the service started I was sitting with my hands over my face trying not to break down completely and heard someone whisper. 'Are you alright Sally' I looked expecting to be Anne leaning across her companion to talk to me. She wasn't even aware of what I was doing.

Now there was a low buzz of conversation in the church and it is possible I misheard what someone else was saying in the row behind me - but the words were very clear.

I knew the service was going to upset me and I meditated before I went out and asked for al three of my guides to be with me to support me. I imagined them all with their arms round me hugging me.

How stange is this?

I made contact via FB with Chalkie the other day - after a gap of more than 10 years. He came to see us tonight and we had a great chat. It turns out Chalkie is into Wicca. In a really bizarre turn of events it turns out he and his wife used to live at Rose and Dave's old house in Lockton Road.

How odd . I wonder if it means anything? I also wonder if Doug is also going to come back into our orbit again?

Healthy mind in healthy body

I accidently posted my weight loss entry in this blog this morning. Maybe it wasnt such an error. I have realised you need a very healthy mind to explore psychic/ paranormal stuff. I am sure you need a healthy mind to do reiki.

Maybe I made the error because I needed to realise that my workouts are important not just for my physical health but for my mental and spiritual health as well. I do sometimes feel I am trying to juggle too many things. Exercise work meditation psychic development. But they are all part of the same thing

They re all part of the 'whole person' that is Sally. And being whole is important to be able to complete what God wants me to do.

There is something here I need to explore and think about - lets et it right meditate about.

This insight coming so soon after seeing faces is a little frightening. Somehow things are starting to move faster.