I have just tried distance healing for the first time. The recipient was my reiki teacher and it was a weird experience.
I had incense burning in the room beforehand and I 'blessed' the room with CKR earlier in the evening. I also wafted incense into te corners and made the CKR symbol with the tip of the joss stick. So te room was well prepared and made as sacred as I could.
I opted to sue a teddy bear held between my hands as the focus for the reiki.
So I used the symbols - including SHK - to invoke reiki and send it elsewhere then stated clearly my intention that the healing go to Sue in Droitwich. I held the toy between my hands and focused. At times I visualised Sue but it was too tricky to keep the visualisation going for the full 30 minute sof the treatment.
At one point I used CKR but kept the spiral going and pulled my hand away from the toy to pull negative stuff our of Sue.
I know she is upset because her husband has been admitted to hospital
At times my hands got the tingling onthe back of the hands /wrists that I get during a 'hands on' treatment.
At the end of the session I wrapped the toy up in reiki and sealed it with CKR.
I texted Sue at the end of the session to say I hoped it had helped and I have just had a message back saying it has.
Full feed back will be tomorrow!
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
Sunday, 14 February 2010
Circle
The circle was at Arrons house on Saturday mainly because Allegra's husband was working from home and wasn't available for childcare. But alos poor Arron has a broken leg. It was an unusual circle as we did a walk round of some rooms where Arron senses spirits. Tony got such a lot of information!!
Then we helped to rescue the spirits. the first one (a man we believe was called Jeffrey Franklin) Allegra rescued with our help. the second one (a woman called Alison who had lost a baby) Arron rescued with Tony and I helping. Both times I felt an energy surge as the spirit crossed to the light. Both times I felt the surge then Allegra confirmed they had gone.
This morning Tony and I were talking about his elusive male guide. From a piece of automatic writing Tony had doene I had previosuly seen the name Peter - although Tony saw the date 1642. So I suggested Peter as the name of this guide and sudden;y Tony started to get loads of information about him and about Sarah.
Allegra thinks Tony will help me with my mediumship skills. Despite what Sue says I don't see myself as a medium - but I wouldn't rule ANYTHING in or out.
Tony has lost his crystal pyramid and is quite upset. I know if it is important he will eiather find it or find another one. I used me pendulum today for the first time in weeks. I didnt get any convincing answers to anything.
Oh and oe of my predictions of a few days ago was wrong - my car is now officially written off.
I am still pulling major arcana cards tho. Today it was The Chariot which is highly appropriate on the day I found my new car.
I felt SO at home the moment I sat behind the wheel of the new car (Skoda fabia 1.4L) Interestingly they get very few 1.4l models but I had decided I wanted a 1.4l car and lo and behold they had one in stock of the right age in a colour I liked at a price that was well within my budget. I am convinced I was meant to have the car I have just bought
Then we helped to rescue the spirits. the first one (a man we believe was called Jeffrey Franklin) Allegra rescued with our help. the second one (a woman called Alison who had lost a baby) Arron rescued with Tony and I helping. Both times I felt an energy surge as the spirit crossed to the light. Both times I felt the surge then Allegra confirmed they had gone.
This morning Tony and I were talking about his elusive male guide. From a piece of automatic writing Tony had doene I had previosuly seen the name Peter - although Tony saw the date 1642. So I suggested Peter as the name of this guide and sudden;y Tony started to get loads of information about him and about Sarah.
Allegra thinks Tony will help me with my mediumship skills. Despite what Sue says I don't see myself as a medium - but I wouldn't rule ANYTHING in or out.
Tony has lost his crystal pyramid and is quite upset. I know if it is important he will eiather find it or find another one. I used me pendulum today for the first time in weeks. I didnt get any convincing answers to anything.
Oh and oe of my predictions of a few days ago was wrong - my car is now officially written off.
I am still pulling major arcana cards tho. Today it was The Chariot which is highly appropriate on the day I found my new car.
I felt SO at home the moment I sat behind the wheel of the new car (Skoda fabia 1.4L) Interestingly they get very few 1.4l models but I had decided I wanted a 1.4l car and lo and behold they had one in stock of the right age in a colour I liked at a price that was well within my budget. I am convinced I was meant to have the car I have just bought
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
Intuition
Intuition is a funny thing. It was of course the reason I started out on this journey. I wanted to hone my intuition so I could best help Edna.
My daily tarot picks are proving interesting and scary. Yesterday I dropped the Sun during the shuffle. The card I then picked was the 8 swords - but I wondered if the Sun was the real message.
This morning I did the pick without any cards dropping and I picked................the Sun.
I have had an almost unbelievable sense of optimism over the last week considering all the bad stuff that has been going on. Yesterday I realised I was thinking the impossible.
I am begininng to think the car will NOT be written off
I am beginning to think RHH may keep me on .
So I am recording both these thoughts here. Watch this space to see if my intuition is working or not
My daily tarot picks are proving interesting and scary. Yesterday I dropped the Sun during the shuffle. The card I then picked was the 8 swords - but I wondered if the Sun was the real message.
This morning I did the pick without any cards dropping and I picked................the Sun.
I have had an almost unbelievable sense of optimism over the last week considering all the bad stuff that has been going on. Yesterday I realised I was thinking the impossible.
I am begininng to think the car will NOT be written off
I am beginning to think RHH may keep me on .
So I am recording both these thoughts here. Watch this space to see if my intuition is working or not
Sunday, 7 February 2010
Ewiki level 2
I didn't get my attunement yesterday but I have beem taught 3 symbols and their uses and been sent to practice with them for 2 weeks -including trying some distance healing. Even more to my amazement I have a friend who is willing to be a guinea pig for me in distance healing. Luckliy for me my second patient was convered from scepticism to beleiver by his first session and was very happy at the thought that I could treat him without either of us leaving home.
Yesterday was amazing for me. I went in a little sceptical abut what I knew was on the menu (the symbols) but perfectly happy to accept that the 2nd attunement would open me up in some way and advance me on my psychic journey.
What we did was unexpected. She got me to do some energy exercises which I found relatively easy becasue they were similar to meditation visualisations I had done before with Tony Stockwell and with Allegra. I appraoched in my usual 'well I'll do what I can but I'm not too good at seeing things' approach. During the first exercise Sue said some things that were uncannily like what I was imagining. So as she talked me through it she mentioned seeing the energy siwrling round me - whihc is exactly what I was doing. And I did also think I wanted to see if I could touch Sue with my energy and when we finished - without me even saying what I had been trying to do she said she had felt my energy.
Then ahe got me to mix my energy with hers while she was lying on the treatment table and asked me to find out anything I could about any problems she may have. I gave answers based )I thought) on being influenced by things I had seen or heard about elsewhere or linked to what little I know about my teacher.
I wasn't 100% . I mentioned I thought she had a broken wrist as a result of a fall drom a horse - but it was a fall from a horse box and an ankle not a wrist - but hey I got that it was a broken joint. What really shook me was I picked up on a medical problem that has no external signs . As I was in te bathroom prior to the exercise for some reason my eye noticed something very commonly found in bathrooms all over the country. But for some reason that image came back to me during the exercise and I possibly coupled with a little bit of knowledge about her life I correctly diagnosed a medical problem that I was actually reluctant to mention. I was staggered when I found out I was right. Why did my eye land on that item in the bathroom? Sue would say 'spirit guided me' - and I agree. That is why you need reiki guides to make sure you get the information you need.
I know why I am doing the OU course on psychology now. I beleive it will help me pick up on things from clients much better plus it will help me communicate better with them. It probably wont be the only time I pick up on problems that have emotional connotations and tackling the subject will need great communication skill.
Then we got onto the symbols and Sue could sense what I was doing while she was lying with her eyes closed. She once told me I hadn't done a symbol right- and I knew I hadn't done it right.
When I was chanelling reiki after using the symbols it did feel different, And as a result of taking the symbols seriously I now feel I may need to delve a little into astrology and MUST learn more about chakras. I think I see why have been drawn to collect crystals.
Its a bit like Alice in wonderland. Once you believe one impossible thing its easy how several other impossible things can follow.
I can even se why Sue is so insistent I am a medium. I can even see why I NEED to be medium to use reiki. Whether I will ever see and sense spirit the way she and Allegra do I have no idea. Time will tell.
I have just done my tarot pick - The Empress. Is that meant to be me? I certainly feel like an empress - om top of the world. She is sitting there so calm on the wheatfeil with a cornucopia at a her feet. All is well in her world. She is waiting calmly for what is to some in the knowledge that it will be good. She may be pregnant - and is waiting with joy for the birth of her child. Me waiting for the birth of my new career?
And that makes the count 11 out 15 tarot picks are major arcana . Its not impossible for that to happen by chance - but it is very unlikely. And this morning I didnt even try to sense which card I should pick. I just took the top one off the deck. Yesterday Sue told me several times to stop trying so hard and not to overthink things but just go with it. I think that backs up what she says.
One more thing before I close this entry. We discussed what my rock as a gift meant. I saw it is my grounding rock and I picked one of my crystals because it reminded me of the rock. And incidentally that crystal has a pattern inside it when you hold it up to the light that looks a bit like a musical note - as does one of the symbols I learnt yesterday. But I digress. Sue said maybe the message was also that my guides are my rock - there to support me. That suddenly fit bery well with the way Jenny saw me at the circle Sue didnt go to. Jenny saw me sitting on a rock and said I shouldn't worry about my apparent failures with meditation because it will happen. Maybe I am overthinking that as well?
I think I got it very right when I realised the key was relaxation. Thats something I haven't been able to do much since the bad news started pouring in. I need to give that some priority now I think.
Yesterday was amazing for me. I went in a little sceptical abut what I knew was on the menu (the symbols) but perfectly happy to accept that the 2nd attunement would open me up in some way and advance me on my psychic journey.
What we did was unexpected. She got me to do some energy exercises which I found relatively easy becasue they were similar to meditation visualisations I had done before with Tony Stockwell and with Allegra. I appraoched in my usual 'well I'll do what I can but I'm not too good at seeing things' approach. During the first exercise Sue said some things that were uncannily like what I was imagining. So as she talked me through it she mentioned seeing the energy siwrling round me - whihc is exactly what I was doing. And I did also think I wanted to see if I could touch Sue with my energy and when we finished - without me even saying what I had been trying to do she said she had felt my energy.
Then ahe got me to mix my energy with hers while she was lying on the treatment table and asked me to find out anything I could about any problems she may have. I gave answers based )I thought) on being influenced by things I had seen or heard about elsewhere or linked to what little I know about my teacher.
I wasn't 100% . I mentioned I thought she had a broken wrist as a result of a fall drom a horse - but it was a fall from a horse box and an ankle not a wrist - but hey I got that it was a broken joint. What really shook me was I picked up on a medical problem that has no external signs . As I was in te bathroom prior to the exercise for some reason my eye noticed something very commonly found in bathrooms all over the country. But for some reason that image came back to me during the exercise and I possibly coupled with a little bit of knowledge about her life I correctly diagnosed a medical problem that I was actually reluctant to mention. I was staggered when I found out I was right. Why did my eye land on that item in the bathroom? Sue would say 'spirit guided me' - and I agree. That is why you need reiki guides to make sure you get the information you need.
I know why I am doing the OU course on psychology now. I beleive it will help me pick up on things from clients much better plus it will help me communicate better with them. It probably wont be the only time I pick up on problems that have emotional connotations and tackling the subject will need great communication skill.
Then we got onto the symbols and Sue could sense what I was doing while she was lying with her eyes closed. She once told me I hadn't done a symbol right- and I knew I hadn't done it right.
When I was chanelling reiki after using the symbols it did feel different, And as a result of taking the symbols seriously I now feel I may need to delve a little into astrology and MUST learn more about chakras. I think I see why have been drawn to collect crystals.
Its a bit like Alice in wonderland. Once you believe one impossible thing its easy how several other impossible things can follow.
I can even se why Sue is so insistent I am a medium. I can even see why I NEED to be medium to use reiki. Whether I will ever see and sense spirit the way she and Allegra do I have no idea. Time will tell.
I have just done my tarot pick - The Empress. Is that meant to be me? I certainly feel like an empress - om top of the world. She is sitting there so calm on the wheatfeil with a cornucopia at a her feet. All is well in her world. She is waiting calmly for what is to some in the knowledge that it will be good. She may be pregnant - and is waiting with joy for the birth of her child. Me waiting for the birth of my new career?
And that makes the count 11 out 15 tarot picks are major arcana . Its not impossible for that to happen by chance - but it is very unlikely. And this morning I didnt even try to sense which card I should pick. I just took the top one off the deck. Yesterday Sue told me several times to stop trying so hard and not to overthink things but just go with it. I think that backs up what she says.
One more thing before I close this entry. We discussed what my rock as a gift meant. I saw it is my grounding rock and I picked one of my crystals because it reminded me of the rock. And incidentally that crystal has a pattern inside it when you hold it up to the light that looks a bit like a musical note - as does one of the symbols I learnt yesterday. But I digress. Sue said maybe the message was also that my guides are my rock - there to support me. That suddenly fit bery well with the way Jenny saw me at the circle Sue didnt go to. Jenny saw me sitting on a rock and said I shouldn't worry about my apparent failures with meditation because it will happen. Maybe I am overthinking that as well?
I think I got it very right when I realised the key was relaxation. Thats something I haven't been able to do much since the bad news started pouring in. I need to give that some priority now I think.
Friday, 5 February 2010
The Tarot
I used an idea from David Wells book and decided to make a random pick of a tarot card each day and meditate on it. the idea is to attune you to the deck and get used to interpreting the cards. So I have been doing that since January 24th. That is 13 days of Tarot card picks. And the result has been very unexpected
I have also done some 3 card spreads which were
Q cups, 5 wands , Moon (asking for guidance after I learned my booking at RHH will end)
P swords 2 wands 6 cups (after the car crash)
3 pentacles 10 pentacles The Sun (just looking for some sort of message)
The single cards I have pulled are
6 cups
The Emperor
7 Pentacles
2 Cups
The Hanged Man
The Moon
The Star
The Tower
7 Pentacles
The Tower
The Moon
Death
The Star
Now the sceptic in me thinks that these are just random pulls - the psychic in me can see a message in all those Major arcana cards.
I will do a statistical analysis of these cards
First the major arcana pulls. Out of 22 cards 11 are major arcana. The chance of picking a major arcana card at random is 22/78 or just over 25% To pick 50% looks like more than chance. Every major arcana card has fit beautifully with my circumstances the day I pulled it. Plus the major message is change - and at the moment things are changing very rapidly for me. 9 out of 13 for the single picks is around 70% - but it is still a small sample.
Of the 11 suit pulls 4 are pentacles 4 are cups 2 are wands 1 swords. there probably isnt enough to say there is a siginifcant bias towards one suite or another but certainly my emotions (cups) have been tested during the past 2 weeks and work (pentacles/earth/material things) has been at the centre of my issues.
So all these cards could have been pulled by pure chance - but if I am honest I dont think so.
Tomorrow I have my level 2 reiki attunement. I am really looking forward to it
I have also done some 3 card spreads which were
Q cups, 5 wands , Moon (asking for guidance after I learned my booking at RHH will end)
P swords 2 wands 6 cups (after the car crash)
3 pentacles 10 pentacles The Sun (just looking for some sort of message)
The single cards I have pulled are
6 cups
The Emperor
7 Pentacles
2 Cups
The Hanged Man
The Moon
The Star
The Tower
7 Pentacles
The Tower
The Moon
Death
The Star
Now the sceptic in me thinks that these are just random pulls - the psychic in me can see a message in all those Major arcana cards.
I will do a statistical analysis of these cards
First the major arcana pulls. Out of 22 cards 11 are major arcana. The chance of picking a major arcana card at random is 22/78 or just over 25% To pick 50% looks like more than chance. Every major arcana card has fit beautifully with my circumstances the day I pulled it. Plus the major message is change - and at the moment things are changing very rapidly for me. 9 out of 13 for the single picks is around 70% - but it is still a small sample.
Of the 11 suit pulls 4 are pentacles 4 are cups 2 are wands 1 swords. there probably isnt enough to say there is a siginifcant bias towards one suite or another but certainly my emotions (cups) have been tested during the past 2 weeks and work (pentacles/earth/material things) has been at the centre of my issues.
So all these cards could have been pulled by pure chance - but if I am honest I dont think so.
Tomorrow I have my level 2 reiki attunement. I am really looking forward to it
Sunday, 31 January 2010
An epiphany
OK thats a pretty strong word to use but that is how I feel after my experiences over the past 2 days. Yesterday I went to the Paul McKenna weight loss event. I was unsure how much I would get from the day as I already know and understand the golden rules. What happened was unexpected. It was the 20 minutes on 'thought field therapy' that left me going 'wow' At one point he had us tapping the base our hands - and told us the tingle we could feel was 'chi' Well I could immediately link that to reiki.
Then another TFT demonstration showed us that out bodies can give us 'yes/no' answers about whether it is OK for us to eat a certain food. Again although the demonstrator described it as 'witchcrafty' to me it made perfect sense. I already KNOW our subconcious can give us information if we access it in the right way.
Then again when Paul was doing a demonstration with an audience member, he finished up by doing something that looked remarkably like the 'wrap up ' at the end of a reiki session - except he only did it down her arms.
So I left yesterday feeling 'wow' Not only do I feel TFT (which I had been sceptical about before) could be of use, I felt I could use it in a healing setting with clients. TFT all links into accupuncture so maybe I need to learn about that.
Then this morning I read 'the reiki Bible' that Steve gave me for Christmas. Not only did is re-enforce my feeling that reiki is the right path for me but I could see how the techniques Paul taught me were actually getting me ready for reiki.
Then I have had an amazing run with tarot cards. I see to be working backwards through the major arcana. 2 days of the moon, followed by the star, and then today I picked The Tower.
All this makes the minor issue of a car crash that has written off my car seem far less worrying than it would be. I even said last night I am convinced something good will happen as a result of the crash.
Time will tell....................
Then another TFT demonstration showed us that out bodies can give us 'yes/no' answers about whether it is OK for us to eat a certain food. Again although the demonstrator described it as 'witchcrafty' to me it made perfect sense. I already KNOW our subconcious can give us information if we access it in the right way.
Then again when Paul was doing a demonstration with an audience member, he finished up by doing something that looked remarkably like the 'wrap up ' at the end of a reiki session - except he only did it down her arms.
So I left yesterday feeling 'wow' Not only do I feel TFT (which I had been sceptical about before) could be of use, I felt I could use it in a healing setting with clients. TFT all links into accupuncture so maybe I need to learn about that.
Then this morning I read 'the reiki Bible' that Steve gave me for Christmas. Not only did is re-enforce my feeling that reiki is the right path for me but I could see how the techniques Paul taught me were actually getting me ready for reiki.
Then I have had an amazing run with tarot cards. I see to be working backwards through the major arcana. 2 days of the moon, followed by the star, and then today I picked The Tower.
All this makes the minor issue of a car crash that has written off my car seem far less worrying than it would be. I even said last night I am convinced something good will happen as a result of the crash.
Time will tell....................
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
A paper journal
I have finally started to keep a handwritten record of my meditations, visions and tarot card readings. I will suew this to report significant findings/events.
This week I started drawing a tarot card every morning and just writing down my impressions.
Monday I pulled 'The Emperor' and wrote about taking material control over my world
Tuesday I pulled the 7 of pentacles - and I decided the choice I would have to be would be whether or not to pay off the mortgage early.
Today I pulled the 2 of cups - and started writing about how this was a sign that Tony and I were a firm couple with an interesting future ahead of us.
Then today when I got to work I was told that there is a chance they may not want me after 1st April - and suddenly I saw a different interpretation of all the cards. That in combination they gave me a positive message about this situation. That I can control it, that I will have choices - and that whatever happens Tony and I will still be a couple.
This week I started drawing a tarot card every morning and just writing down my impressions.
Monday I pulled 'The Emperor' and wrote about taking material control over my world
Tuesday I pulled the 7 of pentacles - and I decided the choice I would have to be would be whether or not to pay off the mortgage early.
Today I pulled the 2 of cups - and started writing about how this was a sign that Tony and I were a firm couple with an interesting future ahead of us.
Then today when I got to work I was told that there is a chance they may not want me after 1st April - and suddenly I saw a different interpretation of all the cards. That in combination they gave me a positive message about this situation. That I can control it, that I will have choices - and that whatever happens Tony and I will still be a couple.
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