Cards for this week

OK I am trying something new. I have done a 7 card array from the Shaman Wisdom Cards deck . Each card represents guidance/wisdom etc for the week ahead. So the cards I pulled - starting for today are Sunday 24 Wolf Monday 21 Bear Tuesday 63 Earth Wednesday 6 Thunder Moon Thursday 33 Beans Friday 10 Long night moon Saturday 57 Jasper I will come back and amend this post each day and try to work out if the card has been apt or not. One thing I will say - The name of the Friday card is apt given that I am meant to be doing Creaky Friday night! Wolf is Masculine and Water - apt since I am a pisces. Wolf is a wise leader, he is loyal and loving. I think Tony needed to be all of those things as he sorted out his inner crisis. And of course he is the Wolf or Krystal Wolf. I guess that just shoes how intertwined we are as a couple and as healers. Wolf is a pathfinder and leads the way - well that fits with my reading . I am the leader in pulling KW along 'I am setting the stage for long term relationships in your life either in your career or you home' Wow - again that fits so well with the reading I had . And I do feel we turned a corner for KW and in our relationship over the past few days - with the crucial day being Sunday - when I drew the cards.

Crunch point?

I feel as if we have passed some kind of crunch point. In the space of about 48 hours Tony has gone from deciding to give up psychic work and trying to fire his guides, to applying to become one the Psychic TV team 0 psychics. 'Turbulent' describes it all quite well. He pulled out the psychic fair we were booked on - no big deal since it was deader than a dodo. I had one customer all day. But I asked the other reader for a reading and it was amazing. It was all about how Tony and I need to develop together. It started of with me as the princess of wands - and ended with me as The Priestess. Overnight I had weird dreams - with a recurring theme of fire. I was facing fire or escaping from fire. I tried to meditate on what they meant this morning. I got the idea that fire burns away deadwood and allows new growth. Thats very simplistic - but I do feel its significant given my first appearance in yesterdays reading as the Princess of wands - and fire is the symbol of wands signifying creativity. Not sure yet where I am going with this. But another thought has occurred to me. My communication with Tony hasn't been as good as it could me - so I am back to the importance of communication.

Listening to the universe

This morning I had an experience that definitely gets filed under 'interesting' I decided to meditate - something I haven't done in a focussed way for some time. So I set my intention as seeking advice and guidance. I 'decided' to go to the room Chris taught me about. It was dusty and dilapidated - but I was able to sweep the coffee table clean with one swipe. Thomas was there and told me I need to visit that room once a week. I got the idea I was very talented - and was reminded about the patients I am treating at the hospice who clearly benefit from my reiki. Before I left I imagined the window opening and a breeze sweeping all the dust away so the room was restored to its proper state. That last image was amazingly reminiscent of one of the images I was taught in my hypnotherapy course - a sort of mental spring clean to get rid of unwanted attitudes, thoughts etc. It was nice to be told I am talented.

Communication with the universe

Some of my friends have been posting about amazing results from putting a problem out to universe. So I decided to think about what I wanted to communicate to the universe. I felt I hadn't been making much progress with building up a practice. I decided I needed to be clearer about what I wanted. So I decided to focus o one thing. I decided I would focus on getting a reiki client I treat up at the salon. To do this I decided at least once a day I would stand in front of a mirror and answer an imaginary phone call from an imaginary client and book an imaginary appointment up at the salon. Why stand in front of a mirror? because if I SEE myself acting as a reiki practitioner I will feel and believe I am a reiki practitioner. That is the message I want to communicate to the universe that I AM a reiki practitioner, and that I want to see my clients at the salon. After all that will help Paula as well. I decided to do it at the start of my spiritual exercises in front of the mirror in the meditation room. I also decided I would do it any other time I had a mirror and some privacy. I even activate the fake call feature on my phone. So I did it Tuesday twice and yesterday just in the morning. I have done it this morning as well. But I have to report something that must get classified under 'interesting' One of my hospice patients, wants to book me for a couple of extra sessions at her home in the full knowledge that she will have to pay me. OK it could be coincidence - probably IS coincidence - but its still interesting............. I am not giving up on this. I am thinking about building a scrap book of pictures. Maybe take one of the salon with something about reiki photoshopped onto the window......................

Communication

I am being prompted to think about my communication abilities. One the one hand one of my patients at the hospice I felt I was failing with thinks I am quite the best person she deals with at the hospice - so clearly I am communicating something well.On the other hand I now have a 100.00 fine from HMRC because my old accountant and I have appalling communication between. I know I feel he didn't listen to me. I suspect he feels I didn't listen to him. Obviously some of this has been prompted by the reading I have been doing for hypnotherapy.In a way it has also been prompted by the bizarre song Sandeep decided was 'perfect' for me. The image I project is part of my communication. HOW I communicate will affect WHAT I communicate. I am not sure where this is leading me - but it does feel important.

OK how described last nights ghost hunt at The Station Hotel? Tony didn't go in the end so I went on my own. And we both thought it could be useful for me to step out of Tony's shadow and see what I can do on my own. What happened definitely gets filed under 'interesting' I ended up in gorup with Sheena (Mother of the organiser who loves her diwsing rods) and 4 young men friends - who were all 'lovely boys' who had never been on a ghost hunt before. We went to a room in the cellar where I got the name 'Benjamin' who I felt was a 14 year old boy. Deena's dowsing rods confirmed the information I got, and confirmed when I was sure he was standing right behind me. But when one of the guys asked a question I would get an instinctive reaction of 'yes' or 'no' and the rods mainly confirmed my thoughts. This carried on even when we went back to the base room when Deena confirmed he had followed us and I was sure he was standing by me. Now what was REALLY interessting was that there IS a Benjamin among the spirits at the hotel - although the descriptions didn't quite fit. The member of staff described him as a gay ghost (and how intersting that the 4 men were gay) Now while were still in the cellar we got the information that was scared of men. And I made a link to paedophilia. So the information I got wasn't a MILLION miles away from what has been discovered before. I heard Deena describe me as a 'very talented lady' Sadly cystitis attacked me so I ended up leaving early - but I think I made a good impression

I am still trying to take in all the events of last night. Drakelow tunnels is an amazing place - and it was an amazing night. The group high point came in discussion of noses and lights one group saw while some of the others were elsewhere. Since Tony and I were in different groups, we both have trusuted witnesses for what happened. Our group heard what sounded like a scream, and tired to call out to see if the other group were OK. We then kept seeing lights we thought could be them returning. When we finally re-united about 20 minutes later, they had NOT heard the noises we heard and could not have been the source of the lights we saw. They also did not hear us call out for them the first time. However they DID hear when we yelled out for them about 20 minutes later. They said they had not at any time called out. So wtf di our group see and here? Personally it was an amzing night as I was getting names that Chris (the guide) confirmed as correct. I correctly identified the room where she use the table and glass for divination by sense. I led an amazing conversation with one spirit (Mr Edward Mullen - a surgeon that Tony had picked up on earlier in the evening but Chris was unable to confirm our information) This conversation ended up in yet ANOTHER rescue for Tony and I - although the rest of the group joined in to help. I remember when Cal and Jeanagh taught us about lost soul rescue at Hay Castle. I remember thinking 'I don't think I'd ever do this' How wrong I was. To top the evening off I gave three readings - all of which the readers confirmed were accurate, and very helpful, PLus we may have made a useful contact in Chris - the guide at Drakelow. One persistent feeling I had during the evening was either a headache - or that tingling feeling on my head as if I was wearing a hat of some kind. This does fit with a strange image I got when I was telling Tony about the tingling. I got an image of THomas putting his top hat on my head. But what does it MEAN!!! All I can say is yesterday I felt more receptive than I have felt before. Can't WAIT to do Creaky again if I stay this open!!!