Tuesday 63 Earth Wednesday 6 Thunder Moon Time to follow up on the events of the last couple of days and how the cards fit - or don't. Yesterday (Tuesday) Clare came down and we went round the german market. Then she came back here - had a reading with Tony, and then did some hypnotherapy on me. She had a dreadful cold tho. Earth is feminine - and mother. It is all about life and nurturing. Well I had to look after Clare - and she helped me learn about myself. Earth is also about being the beginning point of shamanic journeys. Well that fits with the hypnotherapy session I had with her Today has been my regular day the hospice. I only ad one patient in the end - but I had a lot of people who asked me for my card when I mentioned the readings/mediumship side of Krystal Wolf. Thunder Moon says 'service to others is emphasised. So that fits.

Bear

That was the card I picked yesterday as part of the 7 day array. So Bear is seen as being Masculine and Fire. Fire again - fits with the wands of my reading on Saturday and my dreams the other night Bear is healing and intuitive, curious and reflective - well that sounds like me . 'By letting me lumber into your life today you are accepting the dynamic power of my medicine. ' Interesting as today I am going for an ultrasound on my bladder I meditated this morning for peace and calm. I walked through my forest and saw a daisy growing among the autumn leaves. I came to a place where the path split and I could chose to go to the temple, the castle or the cottage. I was directed to go to the temple where I just sat. The temple is the most peaceful and calm of my meditation places. I feel peaceful - and despite the upcoming ultrasound with its need for a full bladder (1 litre of fluid in the hour before the scan) I feel quite calm. I saw Archnagel Rahael in the temple. I think its a sign that he is with me today.

Cards for this week

OK I am trying something new. I have done a 7 card array from the Shaman Wisdom Cards deck . Each card represents guidance/wisdom etc for the week ahead. So the cards I pulled - starting for today are Sunday 24 Wolf Monday 21 Bear Tuesday 63 Earth Wednesday 6 Thunder Moon Thursday 33 Beans Friday 10 Long night moon Saturday 57 Jasper I will come back and amend this post each day and try to work out if the card has been apt or not. One thing I will say - The name of the Friday card is apt given that I am meant to be doing Creaky Friday night! Wolf is Masculine and Water - apt since I am a pisces. Wolf is a wise leader, he is loyal and loving. I think Tony needed to be all of those things as he sorted out his inner crisis. And of course he is the Wolf or Krystal Wolf. I guess that just shoes how intertwined we are as a couple and as healers. Wolf is a pathfinder and leads the way - well that fits with my reading . I am the leader in pulling KW along 'I am setting the stage for long term relationships in your life either in your career or you home' Wow - again that fits so well with the reading I had . And I do feel we turned a corner for KW and in our relationship over the past few days - with the crucial day being Sunday - when I drew the cards.

Crunch point?

I feel as if we have passed some kind of crunch point. In the space of about 48 hours Tony has gone from deciding to give up psychic work and trying to fire his guides, to applying to become one the Psychic TV team 0 psychics. 'Turbulent' describes it all quite well. He pulled out the psychic fair we were booked on - no big deal since it was deader than a dodo. I had one customer all day. But I asked the other reader for a reading and it was amazing. It was all about how Tony and I need to develop together. It started of with me as the princess of wands - and ended with me as The Priestess. Overnight I had weird dreams - with a recurring theme of fire. I was facing fire or escaping from fire. I tried to meditate on what they meant this morning. I got the idea that fire burns away deadwood and allows new growth. Thats very simplistic - but I do feel its significant given my first appearance in yesterdays reading as the Princess of wands - and fire is the symbol of wands signifying creativity. Not sure yet where I am going with this. But another thought has occurred to me. My communication with Tony hasn't been as good as it could me - so I am back to the importance of communication.

Listening to the universe

This morning I had an experience that definitely gets filed under 'interesting' I decided to meditate - something I haven't done in a focussed way for some time. So I set my intention as seeking advice and guidance. I 'decided' to go to the room Chris taught me about. It was dusty and dilapidated - but I was able to sweep the coffee table clean with one swipe. Thomas was there and told me I need to visit that room once a week. I got the idea I was very talented - and was reminded about the patients I am treating at the hospice who clearly benefit from my reiki. Before I left I imagined the window opening and a breeze sweeping all the dust away so the room was restored to its proper state. That last image was amazingly reminiscent of one of the images I was taught in my hypnotherapy course - a sort of mental spring clean to get rid of unwanted attitudes, thoughts etc. It was nice to be told I am talented.

Communication with the universe

Some of my friends have been posting about amazing results from putting a problem out to universe. So I decided to think about what I wanted to communicate to the universe. I felt I hadn't been making much progress with building up a practice. I decided I needed to be clearer about what I wanted. So I decided to focus o one thing. I decided I would focus on getting a reiki client I treat up at the salon. To do this I decided at least once a day I would stand in front of a mirror and answer an imaginary phone call from an imaginary client and book an imaginary appointment up at the salon. Why stand in front of a mirror? because if I SEE myself acting as a reiki practitioner I will feel and believe I am a reiki practitioner. That is the message I want to communicate to the universe that I AM a reiki practitioner, and that I want to see my clients at the salon. After all that will help Paula as well. I decided to do it at the start of my spiritual exercises in front of the mirror in the meditation room. I also decided I would do it any other time I had a mirror and some privacy. I even activate the fake call feature on my phone. So I did it Tuesday twice and yesterday just in the morning. I have done it this morning as well. But I have to report something that must get classified under 'interesting' One of my hospice patients, wants to book me for a couple of extra sessions at her home in the full knowledge that she will have to pay me. OK it could be coincidence - probably IS coincidence - but its still interesting............. I am not giving up on this. I am thinking about building a scrap book of pictures. Maybe take one of the salon with something about reiki photoshopped onto the window......................

Communication

I am being prompted to think about my communication abilities. One the one hand one of my patients at the hospice I felt I was failing with thinks I am quite the best person she deals with at the hospice - so clearly I am communicating something well.On the other hand I now have a 100.00 fine from HMRC because my old accountant and I have appalling communication between. I know I feel he didn't listen to me. I suspect he feels I didn't listen to him. Obviously some of this has been prompted by the reading I have been doing for hypnotherapy.In a way it has also been prompted by the bizarre song Sandeep decided was 'perfect' for me. The image I project is part of my communication. HOW I communicate will affect WHAT I communicate. I am not sure where this is leading me - but it does feel important.