I have just done an online guided meditation run by a group called Law of Attraction. It was quite interesting. She used the words 'ease of flow' and I found all sorts of images came into head. A spirmng bubbling out of the ground, the reiki symbols flowing through my life. I must try it again tomorrow and see what happens. I have grabbed Tony's Shaman cards today and have got Tobacco which is Masculine, East Mars and Earth. I will type what it says in the book. I am tobacco. I am the sacerd offering. I am release of your negative elements and energies. I am purifciation. My smoke will provide you with clarity of thought and purpose. I am the sacred centre of native american spiritual knowledge. Do not be too selfish with what you are doing. remeber to give away. Giving is receiving. I offer to help through purification. I am the ascred smoke of the pipe ceremony My crystal today is picture jasper. Jasper is a nurturer, helps to align the chakras. It imparts determination. Picture jasper seems to have a variety of uses depending where you look, but it is supposed to help with visualisation and business pursuits. Yesterday my business changed for good. Paula has decdied to abandon beauty so I can no longer do reiki up there. The card and csyratl feel approriate to this change. I am actually excited that things are chnaging. I can do things with Thursdays without worrying about not having clients up there. Sphere has alays been better than Paula's since I moved in there. All together the meditation card and crystal seem to fit. I need tor elase negativity to make the most of the opportunity Paula's decison gives me - and I do feel it is an opportunity. This feels right somehow

A bit of a rush today. My crystal pick is tree agate. This is very much about nature but also helps promotes feelings of positivity. It also helps promote feelings of safety in challenging situations. Hmm I am working at ROH today. I suspect I will be working with Pam today - which I always find challenging. My card pick from tarot of the Angels is The Emperor. he is golding a flaming sword on one hand and a ball in the other. He is is sitting on his throne with a red winged angel standing behind him - hands on the Emperor's shoulders. The meaning in the book is Seek power - only for good. Seek strength - only to defend yourself. Seek security -but only to offer stability to the weak. The thought that went through my mind was 'how does this relate to the reiki principles?' Something to think about as I walk to work since I have no time to meditate on them properly this morning (I overslept ) And it will keep my mind off the cold. -3 this morning!

This morning I have done some self helaing combined with contemplation of the reiki principles. And here I am blogging again after making dialy card and crystal picks. My card today is Dance - celebration. My crystal is Unkanite. Unkanite balances emotions with spirituality, it is the stone of vision. It promotes visualization and psychic vision. It provides gorunding and can be useful after meditation and psychic work. I can see why I picked that especially today as its Tuesday and I will be off to the hospice for what should be a fairly concentrated 'spiritual' day of giving reiki. My inital recation to 'Dance' was what have I got to celebrate? But I realise I actually have quite a lot to celebrate. The image on the card is of an african native woman dancing. Why a woman? Whay not a man? I am being told to celebrate my femininity. Am I being told I will have something to celebrtae later today? Its possible This morning I meant to join in an intenet guided meditation session run a group called the Law of Attraction. Visulaisation is the main way to put the law of attraction into action. Is that why I picked the unkanite? I am being told to visualise having reason to celebrate.

Well so far so good. 3 days in a row I have done some spiritual work and blogged. And I have signed up for regular early morning meditations via the internet with a meet-up group called Law of Attraction. We will see what happens with that. My crystal pick this morning has me puzzled. I don't recognise it as one of my crystals even. And identification has been a real hassle. I have finally settled on pyrolusite. Where has this crystal come from? However it has the ability to transform and restructure energies. I can see why I need it.It promotes confidence optimism and determination all of which I need - and have been rather lacking so far this year. So lets see if today I can really make some steps forward. Today I WILL sort out the paperwork so I can paid for my work at the prison! I may have misidentified it but so I suspect this is also a reminder I need to study crystals more. My card today is from Earth magic . Spring Equinox - rebirth. Well again that feels appropriate. I am taking it as a psoitive sign that the company will be 'reborn' But it could also be about ME being reborn with greater confidence in my abilities. It isn't all about the company. It needs to be about ME as well. Something to think about Mind you in this awful weather (its snowing for the firts time this year) the spring feels ages away. This card is also a remidner that spring does follow winter and that good times can follow after bad. But I haven't really had bad times - I just haven't been focussed enough. This card is telling me I am doing the right things to get my focus back.

My blog IS my meditation this morning really. I did a LONG stint on the phones yesterday. I took 9 calls and had 3 chats to the studio. So thats 9 longish readings and about 6 short ones live on air. I earned 30.00 or thereabouts. But I feel drained today. So here I am at my laptop I have made a crystal pick and a card pick from Goddess Guidance. I will start with the card as it is very apt Sige - Quiet time. 'Take some time alon to rest meditate and contemplate' Sige is considered to be the great void from which all creation sprang. One of her messages is that we reconnect to the universe in silence. She is also a Gnostic goddess - and I didn't know there were any. Gnosticism intrigues me.......along with Kaballah and Wicca of course. There may be another message here for me later for now the main message is clear. Do NOT log on. Have a chill out day. The crystal I picked is violet crackle quartz. So I still need the healing ;my ear is still hurting. But the violet is for the third eye chakra - whihc clearly needs energising and balancing after yesterdays efforts. So I have valdation of my decisions- made BEFORE I made my picks I might add. There could be another meaning to Sige as well. The weather forecast is dire and if we go to Wolverhampton we may well end up driving back in snow. It wouldn't take a lot of encoragment to make me say I don't want to take the risk. Is the card suggesting I initiate the conversation? At the very least I feel I shouldn't hesitate to take the option to avoid the journey. So what do I make of the fact that my picks fit so closley with how I feel? Is it psychic? Or just psychology? Does it matter? Not really. Why do I doubt what I do? I beleive in what Tony does - but he only does what he does because I encouraged him to develop. Tony beleives in what I do, other people beleive in what I do. Is doubting a sign of lack of faith? I don't think so. I beleive it keeps me humble. But I MUST avoid false modesty. Why on earth have I started on this theme? Clearly someone wants me to remember this and think about it. Guess automatic writing DOES work!

So here I am again 2 days in a row. If I practice hard enough it may well become habit. I hope so. So this morning I have prayed, meditated on the reiki principles and picked a GODDESS card for myself. I picked Freyja and the advice on the card is to take risks and be more daring. From the book the phrase that stands out in the book is 'Success comes not from timidity but from committing yourself fully to realising your dream. Hold the clear intention of success and it shall come about' Could there be a clearer kick up the backside to me not to waver in my work to get BOTH parts of Krystal Wolf off the ground? How can I utilise the reiki principles to help me do that? Random thought but significant I think My random crystal pick today is quartz - plain clear quartz - probably my least favourite of all the crystals But looking at the first sentence in the crystal bible ' Quartz is the most powerful healing and energy amplifier. I think I am being guided to experiment with quartz today as the first step in getting to know crystals better. I had decided this morning I would do a daily pick not only to get a crystal I need but to read up and learn about it. Quartz is the first crystal every other healer uses. OK I have got the message. I think this combines with the message of Freyja too. I will wear quartz today and focus on my ear pain (I have had stabbing pains in my left ear for a week - doctor cannot see anything wrong in my ear) Watch this space..........

Hello blog. LONG time no see. So what has rompted me to come back? Well it was the exercis we did at circle last night. Tony led us through automatic writing and got the message that this is the best way for me to do automatic writing - so here I am. Ii also another way of meditating for me I am trying to get back into the routine I sued to have of meditation, reiki principles and regular blogging. I need to get back blogging for the business as well but lets take it one step at a time! Circle left me with quite a few tasks to do but during curcle I found myself being queried about why I dont use crystals mre than I do. And I relaised I do need to make more sue of them. So this morning I did a random pick from my crystal and got drawn to sodalite. So i will carry that as well as my Moonstone with me today. I prayed, did my reiki principles, asked for helaing for a growing list of people who are unwell, then did some self healign and combined that with some meditation - or tried to. I saw Jonas (who re-appeared last night during the automatic writing session) and realised however visual I am my logical side means claircognisance is still the best way for me to receive messages - and that this sort of writing is a good way to get them. I feel I have taken a small but significant step today simply by making this entry.