Yetsreday I was feeling stressed (see Edna blog for why) and I really needed to talk to someone. So I logged into St Pixels and found people I could talk to and was also just in time for a prayer service. To be honest the tone of the service wasn't to my taste - but I was able to increase the prayer circle round Edna. But the most amzing thing was the psalm was psalm 23. That has had a special meaning for me ever since Denise helped me one day when I was really stressed . She said that psalm had come into her mind earlier that day and she hadn't known why until I asked for her help. So something put the psalm into HER mind so she was ready to help ME. These things DO happen.
I can't yet work out the significance of Psalm 23 being used yesterday - but I feel I was meant to be at St Pixels yesterday. I'm not entirely sure why yet - but I will keep my eyes and mind open.
I did self healing last night. I was so stressed it seemed like a good idea. I do feel calmer this morning - but I have yet to confront Edna's problems face to face today. The calm may well shatter very quickly.
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Saturday, 26 September 2009
2nd reiki treatment
This really was an amazing experience. the pateint was a freind of mine - who admitted later he felt sceptical about reiki. But he definitely experienced stuff right from the start - and got quite emotional during the treatment.he also got thirsty and yawned a lot towards the end of the treatment.
I didnt attempt any preparation. I decided to trust my instincts. I started with him face up and while he was face up I actually said I didn't think I would need to do anything below the waist. But when he turned onto his back, I felt I needed to treat his legs.
I was getting feedback all the way through from him, but the following was typed almost from dictation after the session as I wanted to record everything.
Patient experienced
Hand position head - cold/hot tingling. Saw red going to green as it moved to the middle. Like the iris of an eye. Strange itchy feeling on hairline
hands on upper chest - saw white and gold images - beautiful images. felt rubber banfs round chets had been snapped. Took several deep breaths 'becasue he could' Said my hands felt very warm.
hands upper and lower chest - again warm hands and more bands snapped
Head from back got itchy feeling back
Hands on back - thinking of color green when doing report back after session. Felt more bands snapping
Hands on ankle and thigh - foot went numb on both legs (treated legs seperately)
Cried during treatment
Final postiion was head and lower back. I saw black and felt another session would be needed. Patient (at same time )said he would like another session. Felt a force pishing him down (but prob psychosmoatic)
The interesting things are the white a gold he saw - and the blackness I saw. Also the numbness in his feet.
I felt tingling in my hands - quite marked at times - again extending to the back of my hands and the wrists.
I was amazed that just as I found myself thinking he would need another treatment he himself said he would like another treatment.
I am learning to trustt my instincts.
I didnt attempt any preparation. I decided to trust my instincts. I started with him face up and while he was face up I actually said I didn't think I would need to do anything below the waist. But when he turned onto his back, I felt I needed to treat his legs.
I was getting feedback all the way through from him, but the following was typed almost from dictation after the session as I wanted to record everything.
Patient experienced
Hand position head - cold/hot tingling. Saw red going to green as it moved to the middle. Like the iris of an eye. Strange itchy feeling on hairline
hands on upper chest - saw white and gold images - beautiful images. felt rubber banfs round chets had been snapped. Took several deep breaths 'becasue he could' Said my hands felt very warm.
hands upper and lower chest - again warm hands and more bands snapped
Head from back got itchy feeling back
Hands on back - thinking of color green when doing report back after session. Felt more bands snapping
Hands on ankle and thigh - foot went numb on both legs (treated legs seperately)
Cried during treatment
Final postiion was head and lower back. I saw black and felt another session would be needed. Patient (at same time )said he would like another session. Felt a force pishing him down (but prob psychosmoatic)
The interesting things are the white a gold he saw - and the blackness I saw. Also the numbness in his feet.
I felt tingling in my hands - quite marked at times - again extending to the back of my hands and the wrists.
I was amazed that just as I found myself thinking he would need another treatment he himself said he would like another treatment.
I am learning to trustt my instincts.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
First reiki treatment!!
I have just done my first reiki treatment. My patient has never had reiki and knew little about it. But he was prepared to give it a go. I knew his medical history fairly well but still managed to act on instinct and let myself be guided.
My patient (who is on the sceptical side) reported he felt light headed almost like vertigo when I was working on two areas. His head and his arms. These were also the areas where I felt the strongest sensations. The tingling I always get extended to the back of my hands and my wrists.
Even more interestingly I had no intention of doing anything in his arms. It was just when he was lying down I felt I should treat his arms.
So first treatment has gone well and he is agreeable to another treatment. So far so good.
My patient (who is on the sceptical side) reported he felt light headed almost like vertigo when I was working on two areas. His head and his arms. These were also the areas where I felt the strongest sensations. The tingling I always get extended to the back of my hands and my wrists.
Even more interestingly I had no intention of doing anything in his arms. It was just when he was lying down I felt I should treat his arms.
So first treatment has gone well and he is agreeable to another treatment. So far so good.
Sunday, 20 September 2009
Visions
Something rather amazing happened this morning when I was lying with my eyes closed. I concede it could have been a dream but I am 99% certain I was awake. I am trying to remember if the radio was on and can't .
I have become used to the varying colours and shapes I 'see' sometimes when my eyes are shut. the violet during my attunsment and the red when I was treating Laura were real and not imagined. A lot of the time when I close my eyes I see nothing. But this morning what I saw was bery different to anything I have seen before.
It stated when I saw bright fluorescent yellow which got my attention. then I could see the eye symbol - that I am now convinced represent my third eye. Then in the 'pupil' I could see sillhouttes of things - a spiders web and then people. The thought that came into my mind was 'jungle' A few minutes later I heard an item on the radio about action being taken to close down a refugee camp nearl; Calais which has been called 'the jungle'
If I could remember exactly when I switched the radio on I would be going 'wow' but as it is I could have been asleep and the jungle thought and visions could have been triggered by me hearing the item mentioned before.
But if it was a dream it was of a very different quality to my normal dream which I never that clear or memorable. And as I sit here now I can clearly recall what I saw - whihc is unusual with dreams. I can sometimes remember themes - but not details.
Whatever the source of this 'vision' it does convince me the eye symbol IS important for me and that I have found my trigger to get a good connection to spirit.
I have become used to the varying colours and shapes I 'see' sometimes when my eyes are shut. the violet during my attunsment and the red when I was treating Laura were real and not imagined. A lot of the time when I close my eyes I see nothing. But this morning what I saw was bery different to anything I have seen before.
It stated when I saw bright fluorescent yellow which got my attention. then I could see the eye symbol - that I am now convinced represent my third eye. Then in the 'pupil' I could see sillhouttes of things - a spiders web and then people. The thought that came into my mind was 'jungle' A few minutes later I heard an item on the radio about action being taken to close down a refugee camp nearl; Calais which has been called 'the jungle'
If I could remember exactly when I switched the radio on I would be going 'wow' but as it is I could have been asleep and the jungle thought and visions could have been triggered by me hearing the item mentioned before.
But if it was a dream it was of a very different quality to my normal dream which I never that clear or memorable. And as I sit here now I can clearly recall what I saw - whihc is unusual with dreams. I can sometimes remember themes - but not details.
Whatever the source of this 'vision' it does convince me the eye symbol IS important for me and that I have found my trigger to get a good connection to spirit.
Doh or wow?
Today was frustrating . I decided I would try to dowse an image representative of the friend I am going to treat on Wednesday and find out where I needed to treat him. I wasn't convinced I was getting real results from the crystal, So I recorded what it told me - but decided I needed to try again.
I felt the problem was I hadn;t really opened up. So I decided I needed to meditate on that to se if I coulf find a way to open up properly. None of the ways other psychics used really suited me, I remembered the Tony Stockwell CD I bought and decided I would use one of his tracks as a guided meditation. So I listened to the meditation designed to help you pick (or receive) a symbol to help you enter the altered state (Mr Stockwells words)
I managed to focus and meditate and tried to let my mind sort out a symbol. My first thought was a cross - I use the symbol during my gronding meditation. But it felt wrong . And suddenly I remembered the symbol that has occurred time and again during my meditations - the blinking eye. I realised this is clearly a symbol of my third eye - which is what I need to open to be open to spirit. It was a bit of a wow moment - but also a Doh moment as I thought how could I have been so thick to not realise I could use it as a symbol.
I tried the dowsing crystal afterwards and got very good repsonses. All I was doing was trying to see if I had got a good connection - and I had, I can try the dowsing again another day now I have a better way to open up to spirit
I felt the problem was I hadn;t really opened up. So I decided I needed to meditate on that to se if I coulf find a way to open up properly. None of the ways other psychics used really suited me, I remembered the Tony Stockwell CD I bought and decided I would use one of his tracks as a guided meditation. So I listened to the meditation designed to help you pick (or receive) a symbol to help you enter the altered state (Mr Stockwells words)
I managed to focus and meditate and tried to let my mind sort out a symbol. My first thought was a cross - I use the symbol during my gronding meditation. But it felt wrong . And suddenly I remembered the symbol that has occurred time and again during my meditations - the blinking eye. I realised this is clearly a symbol of my third eye - which is what I need to open to be open to spirit. It was a bit of a wow moment - but also a Doh moment as I thought how could I have been so thick to not realise I could use it as a symbol.
I tried the dowsing crystal afterwards and got very good repsonses. All I was doing was trying to see if I had got a good connection - and I had, I can try the dowsing again another day now I have a better way to open up to spirit
Saturday, 19 September 2009
21st self hea;ing
I have just done my 21st self healing session - and have now finished the first part of my training. I have been looking back at my other blog to see if I what I recorded about my health at the start of my 21 days is very different to what I feel now.
I was recording a niggling back and niggling IBS. Both symptoms have vanished . And the back has vanished despite me doing more jogging as part of my workout than I was at the start. My throat is still a problem - but it is better. I have deveopled newish problems tho. The mouth ulcers (which started healing almost the moment I became aware of them) and I have noticed a return of my slight incontinence problems and the cystitis type feelings when I wear tight clothing. The two are almots certainly linked.
The thing is when I started the 21 days life was in a routine. Then 5 days in Edna had her fall and my stress levels rocketed into the stratosphere. I always show some physical symptoms whenever Edna has a crisis. So the fact that I am still functioning and still at work is quite an acheivement.
So I can't say my 21 days has produced a dramatic improvement in my health. I wonder how trainee's in perfect health feel after the 21 days?
Tomorrow I will start planning Robert's session.
I was recording a niggling back and niggling IBS. Both symptoms have vanished . And the back has vanished despite me doing more jogging as part of my workout than I was at the start. My throat is still a problem - but it is better. I have deveopled newish problems tho. The mouth ulcers (which started healing almost the moment I became aware of them) and I have noticed a return of my slight incontinence problems and the cystitis type feelings when I wear tight clothing. The two are almots certainly linked.
The thing is when I started the 21 days life was in a routine. Then 5 days in Edna had her fall and my stress levels rocketed into the stratosphere. I always show some physical symptoms whenever Edna has a crisis. So the fact that I am still functioning and still at work is quite an acheivement.
So I can't say my 21 days has produced a dramatic improvement in my health. I wonder how trainee's in perfect health feel after the 21 days?
Tomorrow I will start planning Robert's session.
20th self healing
I did my self healing last night - I just didn't make the entry immediately afterward the way I have tried to do normally.
I was tired when I did the meditation and self healing. I found it difficult to focus and my mind kept wandering. But I did finally get there. I can't feel reiki flow (yet) but it I did finally feel the way I have done in my other self healing sessions - and I even saw the blinking eye a couple of times. No colours though.
It was a shorter session than usual because I was tired.
Tonight is the last day of my 21 days - and I am looking forward to it. I always look forward to the opportunity to use candles and incense!
I am also looking forward to planning my first treatment on another person - which will have to be in the sitting posiiton but hey you can't always have the ideal situation.
I was tired when I did the meditation and self healing. I found it difficult to focus and my mind kept wandering. But I did finally get there. I can't feel reiki flow (yet) but it I did finally feel the way I have done in my other self healing sessions - and I even saw the blinking eye a couple of times. No colours though.
It was a shorter session than usual because I was tired.
Tonight is the last day of my 21 days - and I am looking forward to it. I always look forward to the opportunity to use candles and incense!
I am also looking forward to planning my first treatment on another person - which will have to be in the sitting posiiton but hey you can't always have the ideal situation.
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