And the wierdness continues

I got my reading from Psychic TV. I think the medium also got the Ace of Pentacles because she mentioned new beginnings. She was absolutely spot on because she said she felt I was stagnating, but that there is a new beginning for me and I should get news within 3 working days. She also said the number 3 is important. 3 is an important number numerologically for me.

I sent a thank you message - which sadly I missed seeing but Tony caught and she gave a small further reading for me about wearing purple and pink and I think silver.

But the real wow happened when Tony did HIS tarot pick - and got the Ace of Pentacles.

How weird is that?

It isn't the first time we have pulled the same card - but for the same card to appear 4 times in different ways is spooky in the extreme

A bit of a wow moment - right when I needed one

Things are not going to plan at the moment and I am anxious about things. This morning I decided to tune into channel 886 and I decided to ask for a work reading - which I did on the comment line. As I watched a text message came on screen from a supply teacher (a locum teacher in effect)asking for a work reading . The first card Anne pulled was the Ace of Pentacles which she said represented stability and new beginnings - an interpretation I agree with.

I decided to do my daily tarot pick while I was waiting to see if my message gets played. I changed my way of doing the pick. I decided to just shuffle and pick without splitting the deck because it is quicker.

Can you imagine my feelings when I saw the card I picked was the Ace of Pentacles?

Today I am going to talk to a private hospital about going on their bank , and I also know UHB are going to decide about their locum today. So quite a lot going on.

I had a weird dream just before I woke up. I found myself among both humans and the elven race from Julian Mays world. I had the chance to join them and unlock my psycyhic potential - but I was reluctant to do so. Tony didn't know I was there and when I tried to contact him I couldn't get my mobile to work. When I did get through I heard Tyler's voice saying 'everyone is crying' then the alarm went off.

I meditated. I grounded visualising the park, then climbed my cloud stairway. I found myself on a cloud rising higher and higher above the park and looking north - which is the direction I will be driving this morning - and I realised today's drive is also the first part of the drive I will make to Burton. I also found myself thinking about Brian and Martyn. I got the impression I needed to go up high to get a proper perspective on everything. Then I suddenly realised Ariel was with me - and will be with me today. I feel it also significant I am carrying my Tigers Eye crystal today. The pendant was very clear it was the only crystal I needed.

Todays meditation

I tried to meditate on my card picks for today which were Queen of Swords, Change, Cut the cords and Leadership. The cards puzzle me especially leadership since I don't think I am developing a leadership role.

I found myself in my safe glade with Clare and Penny. Clare pointed to the path out of the glade and I went along it and found myself in another glade covered with flowers. I picked 3 of them a star shaped yellow flower - that I don't think exists in nature, a red poppy or tulip and a purple Iris. I followed the path and found myself climbing a slope. At the top of the slope I looked to my left and saw thew top of the waterfall I climbed to by a much harder route yesterday.

I also saw I was at a crossroads and I planted the 3 flowers round the junction. The yellow flower to my left, the red flower straight ahead and the purple flower to my right.

I then walked back through te flowery glade to my safe glade, hugged Clare and walked out.

I need to see if the flowers or colours have any significance - but I can't immediately connect this to any of the cards I picked.

I do feel the crucial card is the leadership card. Normally if I pick a card that doesn't seem to have any significance I just ignore it. I can't do that this time and I don't know why

Meditation part 2

I have made a much more disciplined spiritual start to the day today. I asked about crystals I might need, I have said the reiki principles and the Lords Prayer. I prayed for all those people who I know need help and I also used the prayer as a sort of God Box and mentioned specifically all the things I am stressed about and basically said 'here you are you look after these now'

I then meditated and went back to the same place as yesterday. This time I found a path to the top of the waterfall and could see three paths leading to my different meditation buildings (castle, temple and Moroccan building) The message I got was that it will be ard work (the climb up to the top ) but it will get me where I want to go.

I found I kept thinking about my reiki flyers so I think I need to print some more - and get some more paper so I can print lots of them - and pepper them around Northfield.

I am not going to get clients unless they know I exist!

Cards for today

I did my tarot card before I meditated and ended up with 2 cards. The Heirophant and the Ace of Cups . At the moment these dont seem relevant.

My Angel therapy card was God Box. This basically advising a method I have seen recommended before that you write your worries down then put the paper in a container and let them go. Given the way I feel at the moment that is probably a very good idea.

Ask your Guides gave me balance - which is all to do with balancing give and take in my personal relationships. I am not aware of this being a problem. Must ask Tony.

My unicorn card was Imagine. Think of what you really want and imagine it has come true. In other words going back to basics with Paul McKenna and CYLI7D

There is a kind of unifying feel about these cards.I can relate all of them to things I learned with Paul McKenna.

At the start of my meditation I set my intention to get some positivity back into how I feel. Maybe the combined message of the cards and the meditation is that I need to get back to basics.

I am still not sure I have received and understood any message.

Meditation

I meditated this morning - for the first time in a few days. I think the lack of meditation is one reason why I have been feeling a bit 'meh'

I am going to try and describe what happened as honestly as I can.

I started off with a recitation of the 5 reiki principles and then The Lords Prayer. Then I tried to relax and visualise things. This didn't go exactly smoothly. The I heard Tony go to the bathroom and turn on a tap. The sound of running water made me think 'waterfall' and suddenly I was in a wooded canyon with a huge waterfall ahead of me. All the trees seemed very tall . Thomas Eli and Dad were there. I tried to go somewhere but nothing really happened. I just stayed in among the trees.

Lots of thoughts came into my head. none of them that coherent. But I did remember reading somewhere that sometimes people worry too much about always the right decisions. So I presume that was something I needed to remember. I know I also read it it something was relevant to me (my start sign or something like that)

I am wondering if the tallness of trees is somehow symbolic. i am feeling slightly daunted by things at the moment.

I also found myself thinking that I haven't been disciplined enough with meditation lately.I need to make sure I at least do the reiki principles and the Lords Prayer daily. I also found myself thinking that Living by the reiki principles should help me cope at the moment. Mainly 'do not worry'

At one point Thomas gave me a purple flower (an Iris?) I have no idea what that means.

I was hoping blogging about it would help me get some inner meaning from the meditation. That hasn't happened yet. I am convinced there IS message for me I just need to think about it a little more