I am working with a lovely technician at my current placement and she is clearly not only fascinated by te paranormal but is psychic herself - although her catholic upbringing and family mean she is slightly scared of it all. But she told me how when she had visited a friend in the chapel of rest she had asked him to let her know somehow that he was OK. She believed he had. I got a picture in my mind that I thought was her friend but when I asked if he was mid twenties with dark hair she said no. But a bit layer she said she also had a cousin who had died. So I decsribed ths person who had popped into y mind 25 clean shaven short dark hair swept top one side with a parting. She said the description fitted her cousin. So I concentrated to see if I could a name. I thought of Tim - which was wrong but his name was Martin.
I have no idea what was going on. My scalp was tingling and I initially thought her friend was with her. Maybe it was her cousin - or maybe I am just deluded. She is going to see if she can find a picture of him.
If he looks anything like the person I 'imagine' I am going to be truly spooked.
I also got the strong idea that woever I saw is a spirit guide for her. I did tell her this.
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Sunday, 20 June 2010
After the fair
I didnt meditate but as it turns out it didn't matter. As a means of getting clients the fair was a bust. Too few visitors plus there was a large empty space between where the run of tables on our side was - and the main fair so the few tat came in often didn't get down to the area I was in. But I was next to some therapists who all work out of a natural health centre not too far from me- and they have just lost a reiki practitioner. Hmmmm
Then one of the therapists said she had felt all morning she should ask me for an oracle card reading so I did a reading with my Fairy deck for her. The first card she pulled was sexuality - and her immediate comment was 'thats interesting. '. It turns she has been diagnosed with gender identity problems and needs to decide if she wants to live as a man or a woman. Her question was about the implications of her decision. All I could think was 'wow' and as I talked to her the message of the cards became very clear. Double wow.
I also gave a tarot card reading to one of the other theraist. That also had some interesting cards and an interesting message. The cre of her question was about finance and she pulled 3 pentacles out of 5 cards! Again wow.
I learned a lot from the fair, made some useful contacts and I think I need to make more use of oracle cards.
Then one of the therapists said she had felt all morning she should ask me for an oracle card reading so I did a reading with my Fairy deck for her. The first card she pulled was sexuality - and her immediate comment was 'thats interesting. '. It turns she has been diagnosed with gender identity problems and needs to decide if she wants to live as a man or a woman. Her question was about the implications of her decision. All I could think was 'wow' and as I talked to her the message of the cards became very clear. Double wow.
I also gave a tarot card reading to one of the other theraist. That also had some interesting cards and an interesting message. The cre of her question was about finance and she pulled 3 pentacles out of 5 cards! Again wow.
I learned a lot from the fair, made some useful contacts and I think I need to make more use of oracle cards.
Saturday, 19 June 2010
A very odd waking vision
It has been ages since I had one of these. Since I associate them with working with energy I suppose I haven't been too surprised. But my energy work has increased over the past few days (ghost hunt, workshop and giving reiki) so maybe it isn't so surprising I had one this morning. As 'visions' go this was very uninspiring. It was in muted colours and looked for all the world like watching a load of cells or bacteria dividing and moving. The phrase that came into my mind was 'The germ of an idea' but what idea I don't know. The only idea I have had lately is the one about providing parties at peoples homes which to be honest I don't think is that practical. But these visions have never really meant anything - much as I keep hoping they will. They could be energy related and be physiological or psychological. The only thing I am sure about is I never had them before I started doing reiki.
Today is the Natural Health Fair. It is Sunday morning silly o'clock and I am copying leaflets, feeling very nervous. I must meditate before I go to the fair to calm myself down.
Today is the Natural Health Fair. It is Sunday morning silly o'clock and I am copying leaflets, feeling very nervous. I must meditate before I go to the fair to calm myself down.
Sunday, 13 June 2010
Lots of little things
I have had lots of small successes over the past couple days.
On Thursday Tony got very upset by Glenn's actions. So on Friday morning I did a five card spread which was full of 6's - the number of balance and harmony. That seems ironic under the circumstances. But I think the cards were telling me things would work out OK
My daily picks were very odd. 3 of cups, grandparent, mediumship,miracle healing and judgment. The one that really puzzled me was grandparent - and the mediumship card. But it did feel like a good omen for the ghost hunt (Evesham) I meditated about the grandparent card and who it could be. I suddenly got the idea it wasn't for me but Tony and that his grandmother was close to him because of the upset with Glenn. So I told Tony that - and realised I had just done a bit of mediumship. I can't remember now if I saw a specific guide.
The ghost was interesting but irritating in that the emf meter went awol - and we have no idea where. Either one of the other guests took it somehow or............
During the hunt we did a ouija board session and it seems that Tony had a malign spirit with him from Hay. I don't believe that was what was really happening but there was clearly something making mischief.Anyway the mediums round the table were making sure Tony was well protected and one of them described Tony's Grandmother in apperance and character (but not name) He did however say that she was with him because of some trouble over the past couple of days and that she wanted to bag heads together. Now that he could NOT have known about. So i took that as confirmation of what I picked up in the morning.
Yesterday evening we went over to Gill and Darren's and it turned out Mal had seen something during the day that scared him. H (Darren's Dad) had seen it clearly and Gill had glimpsed it. H is interested in Tony and I because he knows we are both psychic (how calmly I write that now!) and he asked Darren to ask us if we could work out what had been seen. I tuned in and asked Eli for some help and got the idea of a ball. Darren said I was very close. Then he asked about the colou and Tony came out with blue - which was right. basically it looked like a blue ball of lightening apparently.
It was on the way home that I had a bit of a doh moment. I had asked Eli for information. and he had given it. I think Eli is my mediumship guide.
Steve came over yesterday too and I ended up giving him 2 reading one with Ask Your Guide cards and one with Tarot cards. AYG gave him among other Psychic awareness and Solitude. Tarot. Gave him 4 of swords - indicating the rest he is having now after his exams, the Sun which I hope is indicative of good news with his results, Temperance - which indicates he still needs to keep some balance as he lest his hair down, The hermit and the King of Cups - which in this case I see as emotional balance. The fascinating thing is The Hermit represents solitude and spiritual development . This echoes the 2 cards he got from AYG. So I think Steve may well find he has some strange events that may guide him down the path of psychic development. he certainly has my empathy - and that is how I first got going.
I have been anxious for some time for him to meet Darren and Gill. I am now wondering if in some way Darren is going to give him some help in some way.
On Thursday Tony got very upset by Glenn's actions. So on Friday morning I did a five card spread which was full of 6's - the number of balance and harmony. That seems ironic under the circumstances. But I think the cards were telling me things would work out OK
My daily picks were very odd. 3 of cups, grandparent, mediumship,miracle healing and judgment. The one that really puzzled me was grandparent - and the mediumship card. But it did feel like a good omen for the ghost hunt (Evesham) I meditated about the grandparent card and who it could be. I suddenly got the idea it wasn't for me but Tony and that his grandmother was close to him because of the upset with Glenn. So I told Tony that - and realised I had just done a bit of mediumship. I can't remember now if I saw a specific guide.
The ghost was interesting but irritating in that the emf meter went awol - and we have no idea where. Either one of the other guests took it somehow or............
During the hunt we did a ouija board session and it seems that Tony had a malign spirit with him from Hay. I don't believe that was what was really happening but there was clearly something making mischief.Anyway the mediums round the table were making sure Tony was well protected and one of them described Tony's Grandmother in apperance and character (but not name) He did however say that she was with him because of some trouble over the past couple of days and that she wanted to bag heads together. Now that he could NOT have known about. So i took that as confirmation of what I picked up in the morning.
Yesterday evening we went over to Gill and Darren's and it turned out Mal had seen something during the day that scared him. H (Darren's Dad) had seen it clearly and Gill had glimpsed it. H is interested in Tony and I because he knows we are both psychic (how calmly I write that now!) and he asked Darren to ask us if we could work out what had been seen. I tuned in and asked Eli for some help and got the idea of a ball. Darren said I was very close. Then he asked about the colou and Tony came out with blue - which was right. basically it looked like a blue ball of lightening apparently.
It was on the way home that I had a bit of a doh moment. I had asked Eli for information. and he had given it. I think Eli is my mediumship guide.
Steve came over yesterday too and I ended up giving him 2 reading one with Ask Your Guide cards and one with Tarot cards. AYG gave him among other Psychic awareness and Solitude. Tarot. Gave him 4 of swords - indicating the rest he is having now after his exams, the Sun which I hope is indicative of good news with his results, Temperance - which indicates he still needs to keep some balance as he lest his hair down, The hermit and the King of Cups - which in this case I see as emotional balance. The fascinating thing is The Hermit represents solitude and spiritual development . This echoes the 2 cards he got from AYG. So I think Steve may well find he has some strange events that may guide him down the path of psychic development. he certainly has my empathy - and that is how I first got going.
I have been anxious for some time for him to meet Darren and Gill. I am now wondering if in some way Darren is going to give him some help in some way.
Monday, 31 May 2010
Go with the flow.
This morning I decided to ask the question 'What do I need to know about me' as I shuffled my tarot cards for my daily pick. What I got was a huge surprise. I picked the 8 of swords then realised I was being prompted to pick 2 more and do a past present future spread. What I saw was amazing
Te past was the 8 of swords - feeling trapped. I realised there are other cards that could give that message so I wondered why THIS card was picked and realised I was feeling trapped by own thoughts.
The present was the King of swords - the culmination of the suit -someone who is control. I decided this means I am gaining mastery over my thoughts. Well after all the practice with the wonderful Mr McKenna's systems I should be. I have wobbled recently with the positive thinking and yesterday I got a prod to concentrate on meditation and my spiritual well being. Which is partly why I asked the question I did.
It was my Future card that was such a shock The Empress. As number 3 in the major arcana this card is special to me as my life path number/ruling number (from my birthday) is 3.Once I picked my jaw up off the floor I felt this represnted me fulfilling my 'destiny' - well maybe that is to strong a word - so lets say me doing what I should be doing.
However it was obvious that this golden future depends on my keeping my thoughts under control so I decided to 'Ask My Guides' how I could best do this. the answer was 'discipline' a Master Teacher card.
I decided to meditate to see if I could talk to my master teacher and work out what sort of discipline I need. As I was preparing to meditate I got the thought that discipline about house work would be a good idea for starters. That isn't just me being my normal 'worry wort' about the house and garden. I get a great sense of satisfaction and pride in myself when I am happy about how the house and garden look. Yesterdays gardening session left me physically tired but mentally and spiritually buoyed up.
My meditation took me to the castle where I met Peter. I sat down across the table from him and asked him what I needed to do. He passed a book over to me - I opened it and found a crystal ball inside. I have decided I need a crystal ball to use to help my meditations. Another excuse to go shopping!
Well what a day - and I haven't even done my other card picks yet. But going with the flow I will do them in a bit and see what other messages they have for me. Then I am going to give the kitchen a bit of a sort out and do some 'active ' meditation on the cards I pick
Te past was the 8 of swords - feeling trapped. I realised there are other cards that could give that message so I wondered why THIS card was picked and realised I was feeling trapped by own thoughts.
The present was the King of swords - the culmination of the suit -someone who is control. I decided this means I am gaining mastery over my thoughts. Well after all the practice with the wonderful Mr McKenna's systems I should be. I have wobbled recently with the positive thinking and yesterday I got a prod to concentrate on meditation and my spiritual well being. Which is partly why I asked the question I did.
It was my Future card that was such a shock The Empress. As number 3 in the major arcana this card is special to me as my life path number/ruling number (from my birthday) is 3.Once I picked my jaw up off the floor I felt this represnted me fulfilling my 'destiny' - well maybe that is to strong a word - so lets say me doing what I should be doing.
However it was obvious that this golden future depends on my keeping my thoughts under control so I decided to 'Ask My Guides' how I could best do this. the answer was 'discipline' a Master Teacher card.
I decided to meditate to see if I could talk to my master teacher and work out what sort of discipline I need. As I was preparing to meditate I got the thought that discipline about house work would be a good idea for starters. That isn't just me being my normal 'worry wort' about the house and garden. I get a great sense of satisfaction and pride in myself when I am happy about how the house and garden look. Yesterdays gardening session left me physically tired but mentally and spiritually buoyed up.
My meditation took me to the castle where I met Peter. I sat down across the table from him and asked him what I needed to do. He passed a book over to me - I opened it and found a crystal ball inside. I have decided I need a crystal ball to use to help my meditations. Another excuse to go shopping!
Well what a day - and I haven't even done my other card picks yet. But going with the flow I will do them in a bit and see what other messages they have for me. Then I am going to give the kitchen a bit of a sort out and do some 'active ' meditation on the cards I pick
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
Fairies
Do I believe in fairies ? No. But today fairies have been very much on mind. Psychic TV had a session with fairy cards and the psychic said we can have fairy guides. I immediately thought about the gnome I 'saw' in a waking vision. The psychic showed a deck of fairy cards and we both liked the look of them, so we went to Northfield to see if we could find them. We didn't but did find a different Doreen Virtue fairy deck.
I decided to buy them and on reading the book that comes with them, she makes issue of the fact that fairies are creatures of nature and the cards work bets if you use them in a natural setting or while visualizing a natural setting. That resonated with me as I have realised how important it is for me to link with nature.
When I got home I decided to do a daily pick. I got 'Inner Power' which talks about how I am spiritually powerful, a light worker, shouldn't be afraid to use my power - all SO positive and affirming .
So I feel very positive that I should have the deck. I am not even going to balk if I find out that gnome I saw is a fairy guide for me. I can rationalise about psychological images and messages from the subconscious. I can think in terms of 'nature energy'
I feel getting that deck was important for me
I decided to buy them and on reading the book that comes with them, she makes issue of the fact that fairies are creatures of nature and the cards work bets if you use them in a natural setting or while visualizing a natural setting. That resonated with me as I have realised how important it is for me to link with nature.
When I got home I decided to do a daily pick. I got 'Inner Power' which talks about how I am spiritually powerful, a light worker, shouldn't be afraid to use my power - all SO positive and affirming .
So I feel very positive that I should have the deck. I am not even going to balk if I find out that gnome I saw is a fairy guide for me. I can rationalise about psychological images and messages from the subconscious. I can think in terms of 'nature energy'
I feel getting that deck was important for me
Understanding card picks
Sometimes the cards really surprise me. Often when I do my picks I just ask for a card for 'guidance' or 'inspiration' or 'what do I need to focus today' This morning I asked if I should concentrate on health or money issues.
I am tired and ache this morning. I am also spiritually bruised by a friends attitude. The dispute with this friend has made me wonder how they see me - and that in turn got me thinking about how I see myself and yesterdays meditation. I was wondering the way I feel is a sign I need to stop and give special attention to my health.
As usual I divided the cards into 4 piles - and got a huge buzz off three of them. So I took one card from each of those piles. I ended up with
7 of wands
Knight of wands
9 of pentacles
My initial reaction was 'what?' But on reading the information in the book I decided they do make sense
The 7 is about courage and competition, and that having achieved some success you can't just sit back and relax. But it also speaks about how you sometimes struggle with yourself as much as outside forces. Now that resonated with me
The Knight is all about action decisive action, not planning a lot but just doing. The knight is successful and self confident If he a fails he picks himself up and just gets on with things again.
The 9 is about material contentment ,the person who has enough for their needs, and most importantly is happy with their own company. the phrase that came into my mind (and not from the book) is 'happy in her own skin' The image on this cars is of someone who appreciates herself and her life.
She is EXACTLY what I am aiming for. And I think the message is that I AM or can be that person as long as I have the self belief to take action.
Did that answer my question? Yes I think it did. It told me what I am doing is working and I just need to carry on with what I am doing.
So I decided to do my others picks as well in a mood of confidence. Angel Therapy just produced total confusion. I asked specifically about health issues and ended up trying three times to pick a card. In turn I got Twin Flame, You are clairvoyant and Books. I have no idea what that is all about. I got books recently and have picked Twin Flame before. You are clairvoyant ?? None of those seem to relate health at all.
When I used 'Ask your guides' I literally said 'OK tell me what I need to know' and got Shame 'Quote from the book 'You are at the risk of falling under the spell of self criticism because of poor choices or learned behavior and this is bringing on the energy of shame' This could refer to the situation with the friend OR the way I feel about my failure to lose weight.In either case the message of the card is 'you are your own worst enemy - and you are loved'. It also talks about these problems being part of the learning process needed to make progress.
I didn't really formulate a question as I was shuffling the Uncorn cards. One card fell out 'Believe in yourself'
Maybe that also means I need to believe in the 'I am clairvoyant' card as well. Now there's a thought.
I am tired and ache this morning. I am also spiritually bruised by a friends attitude. The dispute with this friend has made me wonder how they see me - and that in turn got me thinking about how I see myself and yesterdays meditation. I was wondering the way I feel is a sign I need to stop and give special attention to my health.
As usual I divided the cards into 4 piles - and got a huge buzz off three of them. So I took one card from each of those piles. I ended up with
7 of wands
Knight of wands
9 of pentacles
My initial reaction was 'what?' But on reading the information in the book I decided they do make sense
The 7 is about courage and competition, and that having achieved some success you can't just sit back and relax. But it also speaks about how you sometimes struggle with yourself as much as outside forces. Now that resonated with me
The Knight is all about action decisive action, not planning a lot but just doing. The knight is successful and self confident If he a fails he picks himself up and just gets on with things again.
The 9 is about material contentment ,the person who has enough for their needs, and most importantly is happy with their own company. the phrase that came into my mind (and not from the book) is 'happy in her own skin' The image on this cars is of someone who appreciates herself and her life.
She is EXACTLY what I am aiming for. And I think the message is that I AM or can be that person as long as I have the self belief to take action.
Did that answer my question? Yes I think it did. It told me what I am doing is working and I just need to carry on with what I am doing.
So I decided to do my others picks as well in a mood of confidence. Angel Therapy just produced total confusion. I asked specifically about health issues and ended up trying three times to pick a card. In turn I got Twin Flame, You are clairvoyant and Books. I have no idea what that is all about. I got books recently and have picked Twin Flame before. You are clairvoyant ?? None of those seem to relate health at all.
When I used 'Ask your guides' I literally said 'OK tell me what I need to know' and got Shame 'Quote from the book 'You are at the risk of falling under the spell of self criticism because of poor choices or learned behavior and this is bringing on the energy of shame' This could refer to the situation with the friend OR the way I feel about my failure to lose weight.In either case the message of the card is 'you are your own worst enemy - and you are loved'. It also talks about these problems being part of the learning process needed to make progress.
I didn't really formulate a question as I was shuffling the Uncorn cards. One card fell out 'Believe in yourself'
Maybe that also means I need to believe in the 'I am clairvoyant' card as well. Now there's a thought.
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